𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐞: 𝐀 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐜𝐞 𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐠𝐞

28.

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T A N I S H K A 'S P O V :

"We reached mam" the driver said politely and i don't even know when I took a nap. "Thanks and sorry" I said and got out of the car taking my purse and phone.

After coming to the room i removed my heels and directly landed into the bed.
"Can't I be happy for forever?" I asked and dragged myself to the bathroom.

After taking a quick yet relaxing bath, i changed into a baggy shirt and shorts.
It feels so good.

I am not hungry or anything right now all thanks to her so I just grabbed a pill for my headache and gulped it.

I threw myself on the bed and drifted to the dream land thinking about Aarnav and Akansha.

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"Sign these papers Tanishka" Aarnav said signalling to a paper.

"What are these?" I asked looking confused.

"Divorce paper" he said.

"What?" I asked not being able to believe.

"Yes you heard me it's a divorce paper I have already signed it so you also just sign it and got over with it"

"W-why are you leaving me suddenly Aarnav?" I asked, tears continuously flowing through my eyes.

"Because I met her...the love of my life, meri pehli mohobbat" he said and forwarded his hand towards his right side and Akansha took his hand and came smiling. "Told you I can make him mine whenever I want...now you are all alone Tanishka I wish you luck to find someone new" with that she started laughing and hugged Aarnav and he hugged her back smiling.

[ My first love ]

"No no no no no this can't happen" i murmured to myself.

"Aarnav please" i screamed but it felt like there was no effect on him Aakansha glared at me but I don't give a damn about her at this moment.

"Aarnav!! Please" i said again but this time Akansha and Aarnav started moving out of the room with hand in hand.

"NO!!" A loud scream left my mouth and sat up with a jerk.

My breaths were heavy, sweat beads were formed on my forehead even when the air conditioner was on, my throat felt like someone had held it so tightly that I was not able to breathe, tears were rolling down my face continuously and my face was heating up due to crying and all.

"It was a nightmare Tanishka" I tried to motivate myself "a shitty nightmare that is it" i kept my hands on my chest "no please not a panic attack i don't even have my panic attack pills with me"

From that wedding night it's been months that i haven't used them, I was again gaining control over my panic attacks again and even now Aarnav does not have any clue about my attacks.

"Breath in breath out breath in breath out" i said trying to get control on my breath. "It was just a nightmare my husband is mine and he will be mine no way in hell he is going away from you" I said more like I motivated myself again and again, after my breathing went back to normal i poured some water from the jug to the glass and drank in one go.

My hands were shivering.

It is currently 9 at night, he hasn't come yet.

I headed towards the bathroom and looked at my messy self from the big mirror which was in front of the basin. Eyes puffy and red, nose red. I hate this so much.

I splashed cold water on my face trying to get this shit out of my mind, heart and everywhere.

As I was in the bathroom getting my nerves together i heard door unlocking. It might be him! How should I go out with this state???

I dried my face up, took a deep breath and went outside.

"Are you okay now dove?" He asked loosening his tie. "Yeah" I replied in a low voice.

Has he not seen her?

I asked myself in brain.

Without saying anything more i started going towards the bed when he held my wrist and pulled me towards him "you are lying aren't you?" He said looking directly into my eyes "your eyes are telling something else"

Not this now please.

"I-it's nothing I just watched a sad movie" before he could say anything i continued "I am going to sleep. You must be tired also right? You should rest too good night" with that i laid in bed pulling the blanket over my face.

"Something happened Tanishka?"

Is he playing dumb or am I hallucinating?

I am surely not hallucinating about these things at least.

"No!" I said in a firm voice "my head is just aching I want to sleep" i said sounding annoyed.

"Oh..okay take rest and please tell me if you want anything hm?" He said coming towards me and i just replied in a 'okay'. He kissed my forehead and that was enough for my eyes to get filled with tears again.

His footsteps started fading and the last thing I heard was the sound of bathroom door opening.

Tears which I was holding starting rolling down my face, and i snuggled more into the blanket.

After some moments door opened and he laid beside me. It felt like we both were waiting for one to start the conversation first. After a minute he held my waist from behind as my back was facing him and he snuggled into my neck "good night dove... I love you" he said and kissed my head before again snuggling into me.

I want to hug him, kick him, kiss him and tell him that i love him, I love him so much that words aren't sufficient to express my love but I am not just able to.
Why?
I don't even know.

I didn't replied anything but his touch was so relaxing that I fall into a deep slumber within no time.

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