I decide this year Im going to start being proud of who I am and not push my troubles away. Sort of accept Im not doing ok. I start openly saying "yeah im very shy, anxious and cant talk to ppl properly" not in a pick me way but just letting myself know this is me. Not even 2 freaking months after this my mum says to me "its like your trying so hard to be this socially awkward and shy person but you're not really" .... WHAT THE HELL MOTHER! IM LITERALLY TRYING TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF THANKS A LOT.
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RandomI've decided venting on my community posts is kinda weird so imma just rant in this to get some thoughts out :/ (No i don't expect anyone to read this lol) TW: -s3lf h4rm -su!c!d4l th0ughts -b0dy sh4m!ng -f4m!ly pr0bl3ms -bl00d -v0m!t -bully!ng
