I can't deal with everything. Recently my parents have been getting more irritated because of my brother and his problems. My brother is a 'special kid' so they are so preoccupied with him they either ignore or scream at me. My mental health has declined so much I'm just waiting to kill myself at this point and know it's going to happen soon. I want to ask for help but don't want to burden my parents. My family is struggling so much with money as well while my "friends" pressure me to buy some expensive ass skincare when I'm trying to save up for a fucking house. I want to stop burdening my parents by either staying like this or killing myself. Hopefully they'll get money from my death or something.

I'm sorry no one can help and know no one is reading this but ilyall <3

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