Vent book

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I just went to camp and it was a huge mess. First off I knew no one in my age group except for my best friend. When we arrived there was no service anywhere and it was freezing cold. I was placed in a cabin with a bunch of random ppl that are older than me that ended up talking all night. I started to feel really anxious and cried in front one of my leaders then could barely eat. I had like 5 anxiety attacks. I told the leaders I wanna be picked up but just let me call my mum and ignored me. The next morning I didn't feel homesick but physically sick (vomiting, nausia, migraines, feverish, rashes, blocked nose, croaky voice etc.) so I went to the medic who gave me neurofen and said they would call my mum soon. By dinner no one had called my mum and I felt like I was gonna pass out so I went back to the medic and they finally talked to my mum. The leaders said I was just 'homesick' which I wasn't. I was glad to be away but I felt really ill. They told my parents I was fine which was a complete lie when I was laying in the medic gagging and losing my voice. I was forced back to an activity and I still had no service so I couldn't text my mum. Then randomly my dad shows up to get me but no leader had any idea he was coming. He just said he was here to get me when from my point of view he was coming tomorrow. I ended up getting taken home but I felt so stressed as my dad was angry and screaming at the camp leaders. I got home and everyone was comforting me which is what I expected but the next morning their mood completely changed to the point they were screaming at me for making them pick me up. But I never did that. I had just woke up and was still sick. The only reason I hadn't pushed more was cuz I felt bad making them come. Now my parents are mad at me and I feel like I'm dying.