~ You should love me ~

SIXTEEN ~ We got this

"Do you remember the flight from Madrid to Monaco?" I ask, when we sit down in the corner of the elevator.
"Of course!" he laughs.
"And that horrible turbulance," I cover my eyes.
"It was not that horrible, Ava."
"Ehm, yes it was."
He is looking at me and laughs.
"I was so happy when I saw you at the hotel. You were so hot in that uniform."
I roll my eyes.
"The best part was when you got stucked in the balcony," he laughs.
"No, the best part was your bare muscle back and ass," I laugh back.
"Yeah, I done this on purpose."
He leans to me and gives me a quick kiss.
"Ehm, I have a question..."
"Ask anything you want," I say.
"Was Lando really your first choice?"
"Yeah," I reply straight.
"Ohhh, that hurt."
"Sorry... But, yeah. At first it was only him. I have a "mission Lando" and Jen was playing that game with me. I didn't know they dated."
"She never told you?"
"No! She still has feelings for him and she does nothing to stop me!"
"That made you angry, right?" he laughs again.
"Well... Yeah, I guess."
He leans closer to me. We're staring at each other deep in the eyes.
"Lo siento, Carlos," I say quietly.
"Porque?"
He caress my cheek. Don't do that...
"Tengo novio..."
"I know, Ava. But I really don't care. I want you. I wanted you on the flight from Madrid to Monaco already."
"Don't say that, please."
"This is the truth. I am falling in love with you. Just think a little... Destiny wants us together. How many times we met in the same place, huh?"
Yeah, that's right....
"I know...but...I can't just walk to Gerard and dump him. He gave me a lot."
My voice trembled. I do love Ger, he is a good friend. Gosh...what I just thought... He is a good friend?
I press my head to the cold elevator wall and close my eyes. I don't love Gerard in the way that I should. I don't love him the way like he loves me. I never loved him deeply, strongly. Not in the same way like I love Carlos.
I slowly open my eyes. Carlos is still sitting next to me and waiting. He is giving me a space. He is giving me a time.
"I fall in love with you, Carlos. I guess it was the love on the first sigh, but I never admit it for myself."
He gently smiles.
"But...we can't have a health relationship. You're travelling the world and... I'm just a student. I take every job to earn some money. I don't want to disturb you and-"
"Ssshhh. Don't speak nonsense."
He leans closer to me and gives me a soft kiss on the forehead.
"We got this."
I start to shake and he hugs me tightly. I don't know how long we stayed like that, but in one moment we hear some noise.
"Hello! Can you hear us? We're going to rescue you!"
"Yes, we can hear you!" Carlos replies. We stood up. I fix my dress and hair.
"What are we going to do?" I ask him, pressing myself into his chest.
"Look at me," he gently says and lifts my chin up so I look at his dark eyes.
"I love you, Ava. We are stronger that everything and everyone, okay?"
Tears appears in my eyes when I nod.
"Everything is going to be fine." He presses his lips on my forehead. I wrap my hands around his neck and pull his lips to mine. I kiss him very strong.
"Please, don't say that this was our last kiss," he says after, withouth breath.
The door opens slowly and two men are standing there, looking at us.
"Are you two okay?" one of them ask us.
I nod: "Yeah, thank you very much."
I step out, when they start talking with Carlos. I wasn't wait for him, I just walk downstairs to the empty hall in front of the restaurant. I run outside and start to cry.
"Babe!" I hear Gerard's voice. He runs to me and hugs me.
"Are you okay? Do you need the doctor?"
I can't say anything, I just cry.
He is caressing my hair, comforting me.
"I wanna go, Ger," I say through the tears.
"Of course, love. Lets go to our cabin. Can you walk?"
I nod, when we slowly walk to the cabin. I just fall down to the bed and cry.
"I am here, babe. Sssshhhh."
He sits next to me, caressing my back.
I don't remember when I fall asleep.

I am walking down the beautiful sandy beach. Carlos is standing on the deck, waving at me. I wave him back, fasten my step a little. "Don't run, amor! Watch on our baby!" he calls. I laugh and throw myself in his hug when I finally approach him.
"I wont hurt him," I say and kiss him. Oh, those soft lips. I love them.
"You mean, you wont hurt her," he winks at me.
"Carlos, it is a boy."
"No, it is not. Right there is a gorgeous baby princess growing."

Sudden I open my eyes. What was I dreaming about!?
"Hello, beautiful. Happy birthday and Happy New Year."
I look to the right, where Gerard is watching me.
"Oh... I completely forgot. Thank you. Happy New Year."
He leans to me and kisses me. Kissing continue to a calmly sex.
"What would you like to do today?" he asks me, when we lay next to each other.
"Laying here all day, Ger."
"Are you sure? The boys want to see you. Would you like to invite them to a drink?"
"No."
I turn away from him and close my eyes.
Why did I dream of him and why was I pregnant? Sudden I remember.
In the elevator.
We didn't use a condom.
I am not using any contraception.
He cum into me.
I stand up and look for a pullover and leggins.
"Hey. What's wrong?" Ger asks.
"I need some air."
I run outside. I don't even know what time it is. Maybe it is early in the morning, because the sun it rising up a little.
I run down the village of the cabins right to the Carlos' one. I start to knocking at the door. I make a really bad noise.
"All right, all right, just a second!!" I hear from the inside. It was Roberto. He unlock the door and blink to me with his stunned eyes and his messy hair.
"Ava?"
"I need to talk with Carlos," I say and step inside.
"Can't you wait till normal hour? It is five in the morning and it is New Year's-"
"I know what day it is. Happy New Year, now please, I need few minutes on private with Carlos," I stopped him.
"I think he is still sleeping."
"I'll wake him up. Where is his room?"
"Second door on the left."
"Thanks. You can stay inside here. Just don't interrupt us, please."
I walk to the Carlos's room and enter without knocking. His bed was empty, but I hear water in the bathroom, so I enter it and shut the door.
"Roberto! Tu tienes su propio bano!" he calls out of the shower.
"It is not Roberto, it's Ava," I say, when he looks out. F*ck.
"Ava! What are you doing here?"
"We need to talk."
"On five in the morning?"
"Exactly. You're not sleeping anymore, so we can talk."
"Amor, I didn't even went to sleep since yesterday." He tooks a towell and wraps it around his waist.
"Perfect," I say and walk outside the bathroom.
"So where is the problem?" he asks.
"We didn't use a condom."
"When?"
"In the elevator."
He stares at me.
"Say something!"
"What should I say? I have never been in that situation already."
I freaked out: "Oh really? You think I already was??!!!"
"Shhh, calm down, Ava."
"I can't calm down. I wont. I am not ready for having a baby! I am 22 years old!"
"We don't know if you're going to be pregnant. It happened yesterday and..."
"So what! We didn't use any contraception!"
I begin to cry. I really freaked out. I am afraid of being pregnant, afraid of having baby. I am still studying and I still have few more years and time for all that.
"Sit down, please," he takes my hand and we both sit down on the bed.
He wipes down my tears.
"I suggest that we wait until the simptoms," he said calmly.
"And then what?"
"We'll think about in that time."
"I wont think about it. I don't want that baby. I am too young."
"Don't say that, Ava. Every baby is a blessing. If it happen, we'll handle it."
"No."
I stand up.
"Wait. You know that I'm falling in love with you," he holds my shoulders.
"I am with Gerard and I wont break up with him. I don't even know you in private."
He stares at me.
"I have to go. Bye."
I turn and leave.

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