I write to you, O Bourne!
For once you made my heart flutter in gladness
For once you made me think I could reach something
For once I thought I might be good at what I love
I was this aspiring child
Who dreams of big dreams
Who wants to try everything
An adventurous spirit lives within me
I have a spirit brave and strong
A spirit who tries and tries
A spirit who knows how to love
And a spirit who knows that enjoyment is fulfillment
I tried then, I tried my best
I did some! "I did it!" I say
But you know what?
It wasn't just enough
Fed up by the words
Fed up with disappointments
Fed up with pains
My pour soul was in anguish back then
I saw cold eyes starred and me
Saying, "Your no good."
I feel I'm slipping away
From who I'm suppose to be
Been yeas since I stopped
My hope was profound
Resurfacing and hiding
Ignoring hurts, running from evey corner
I want to start again
But I have no where to run
Found myself been talking
Trying again for the last time
But... But, I gave it up!
I gave up what I love!
What God has given me!
What was I suppose to do...
I wasn't a quitter
Deep down I know I can do better
Deep down I know I want to do more
Deep down I don't want my hopes to die
God gave me a chance
I got no where to run
I got to face my fears
I got to find what He wants
Sometimes all I need is someone...
Someone who encourages
Someone who loves
And so I realized, God you are there!
Even if you gave up
God won't give up on you
Keep trying, keep in heart
Every single thing had its reason
Taking the first step is the hardest
And so the journey is a struggle
Keep the faith & hope burning
Keep on going you'll get there.
"It hurts to let go of the passion you dearly love for people who hurt you."
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