The Whisper From Seoul To Meoul

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"I'll protect you it's okay to hurt
I'll embrace the wounds you shed
To me, you're already a sin
I can't refuse because you're sweeter than evil
You can burst into flames, you can wound me next to you
If you like, I can be anything
Yeah, you can hurt me, I don't care, yeah, you can burn me
Unlike those who run away from you, I'll embrace you"

~ 'Volcano'
Han

"But, just ignore it like you always used to do." She said.

And Heeseung groaned again.

"I fucking can't ignore it.. fucking can't ignore him......tha... that's why I'm here." He shuttered when he formed those words. And Yuzu looks at him.

"Everywhere...I only can see him means a glimpse of your eyes also felt like his. Ahhhhh....." And he breathed heavily to control his anger again.

Yuzu is there, just looking at him. A bit of sadness in her eyes. She knows... Heeseung will never be hers. But at least she can try right?

"Heeseung....are planning to go back to your universe again?" She asked, still holding his hands.

"Yes, I'll go tomorrow, I swear I'm just too exhausted by everything here." As he shoved Yuzu's hands from his and about to go towards Seon again. Who was watching them from afar.

Yuzu just looked at him. She is scared to even form any words. She is scared of losing him, scared of hurting his ego again like what Sunghoon did. She just wants to see him happy, see his smile. But when Heeseung mentioned about leaving tomorrow.......it all felt like doomed. Get to see him again, but only for a few minutes....she wants to see him forever. She still loves him.

Yuzu gulped her saliva and took a deep breath.

"Bu- but...can you?..um...stay a little longer?" She muttered. But Heeseung heard her because he came closer to her to listen to what she was saying.

"Why?" He asked. His frown, when Yuzu looks down. She bites her lips, and hesitates to say.

"I..my birthday....it is on Monday. Can you stay here and attend........my birthday party ?" She looks at Heeseung who was looking at her too.

"Your birthday is this Monday?" He asked. As Yuzu nods.

"I'll stay then. Was just exhausted by him...but I'll attend your birthday party." He said. Yuzu can see, even if his voice is soft now .....but his anger is still there, in his eyes.

"Heeseung.... let's go." Seon pulls Heeseung without looking at the girl. Heeseung groaned as he bid Yuzu.

"What with you?" He asked as he released himself from Seon's grip. Seon glared at him.

"Fucking go to your home."......."sorry, Sunghoon's home?

Heeseung looks at him.

"You are the one who is drunk." He said moving his gaze away from him.

"Shut up..."

"Okay I'm going bye stupid." He said. Because Heeseung knows Seon will no longer stay with him and he himself is a little sober now.

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Heeseung entered the house with the passkey that he borrowed from Rumi. Satisfied that he doesn't have to wake anyone up and most importantly don't have to watch his face.

Same deam lights, but somehow today it is more bright. He placed his shoes in the reck and changed them to his slippers.

While going towards the stairs he already started to unbutton his shirt because he just needs a quick bath and sleep, when his legs are a little lacking in balancing his body.