The Fantasy

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The bed creaks as Levi climbs on top of you; hovering with a lazy smirk.

"How about another round?" He leans in and slowly rubs his nose against yours as his knee travels between your legs.

You place a hand on his face and push him away, laughing at his ridiculously high sex drive.

"Levi. I need to take a shower and you need to rest, so put that dick away."

You laugh even more as Levi's face returns to view, looking down at your lips before veering to the side in order to kiss your neck.

You sigh as his kisses start to travel downward-

You duck under his left arm and shimmy off of the bed.

Hearing him groan in annoyance you grin and turn around; finding him spread out like a starfish.

Shaking your head in amusement, you make your way to the bathroom.

You take your time cleaning up, surprised that Levi hasn't joined you.

Before long you're done showering and return to your room to find that Levi is gone.

The smile you were wearing as you entered the room dropped immediately.

"Bastard." You mutter angrily.

It was common for Levi to do this: making you feel like the only girl in the world in one moment and then discarding you the next. 

Though the two of you have been together for a while now, it doesn't make it easier.

You make an effort to stop this fact from ruining your mood entirely and get into your pajamas and fluffy slippers.

Sat at your desk, you open your laptop, curious about the events that had transpired earlier on in the evening. 

You search up Smith Jewelries and sure enough, the name of Erwin's father appears on the masthead in bold letters.

The website is clean and presented beautifully, showcasing their divine collection of precious gems and crystals.

Scrolling down you find pictures of the members of the board including an older man with white hair and the same jaw as Erwin's.

He sits at the head of the table; scowling at the camera with his hands firmly clasped together.

The rest of the committee appears to be in good spirits.

It takes a while for you to find Erwin in the picture as part of his face is hidden by the shoulder of someone else.

Leaning back into your chair, you scoff in disbelief.

It is as though he is not even there.

Surely they could have taken another picture, I mean that is the CEO's son after all.

Your empathy for Erwin turns into anger for Levi as you remember just how unnecessarily disrespectful he was to your ex.

Returning to the page, you scroll down to the bottom and find a picture of Erwin and his father. 

The two are standing in front of the company; his father's left hand resting on his shoulder.

Neither look happy and while the description under it reveals their relation to each other, there is no indication that Erwin is a part of the business.

His father is such a narcissist.

Your mood has officially been ruined.

You close your laptop and get up from the chair and into your bed, turning one of your four huge pillows around so you can hug it.

You nuzzle into the pillow and stare through the windows as you think of Erwin.

You start to wonder what he could be doing at this moment and hug the pillow closer to your body.

Erwin would always stay with you after a fight, he would hug you and kiss your forehead as the two of you stayed in silence. 

He had the ability to forgive instantly; moving on despite the hurtful words you both said to one another. 

You admired that about him.

Missed that about him.

You squeeze your pillow hard, bringing your knees up and your face down into its softness, and scream as loud as you can.

Once you're done you let go of the pillow and look up at the ceiling, huffing from the exertion.

What do you want Y/N? Do you genuinely like Erwin? Or do you just want him to want you?

You are unable to answer.

Instead, you turn to the safety of your pillow and close your eyes; thinking of other things.

Valentine's Day is coming up and you wonder what Levi has in mind for you.

It has to be something grand to make up for how neglectful he has been recently.

 You start to imagine all of the bags piled high in the living room, showing the symbols of your favorite designer brands.

Cash trails from your room to the living room; bringing you to a large white bear holding a mountain of money and luxury items.

On top of the money sits a love letter from Levi-

Love letter?

Levi doesn't do love letters, he is not the best with words.

You start over but find it harder to concentrate.

Levi has never told you that he loves you...

Well, why would he? This is strictly an arrangement. There is no need for love. 

You start battling with yourself, damaging the fantasy you worked so hard to build in your head.

Erwin would write Maria a love letter.

Suddenly you imagine Erwin beside the bear, smiling and holding a pink envelope.

You move towards him with your open hands but someone from behind you walks past and hugs him.

Everything happens in slow motion as her blonde hair bounces and Erwin's arms meet around her back.

You stop walking as the woman leans back and Erwin gives her the envelope, she takes it and turns around.

She laughs at you and kisses Erwin on the cheek.

You open your eyes and throw the pillow across the room.

Your head is a mess again and you don't know how to fix it.

Looking up from the pillow you have just thrown, you notice tears rolling down your cheeks in the reflection of the windows.

Who are you crying over?

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