Decadent Deceptions

O L D E R B R O T H E R

Ivelle Silverwood

As I got out of the shower Sienna sat on the floor- or on all of her clothes, at least that's what it looked liked.

"Sienna what happened in the few minutes I took a shower??" I looked around the room.

Siennas clothes lied everywhere just not in the closet.

"Someone asked me out!.. and I can't find anything to wear!"

"Someone asked you out? You manifested it! Two days ago you complained that you didn't had a date in 'ages' and now you got one! Who is the lucky man?"

"Aiden Rutherford"

"Aiden? As in the Duel club captain Aiden?"

"Yup! And he's so handsome! I need to match that vibe!"

"Are you kidding me?? You're gorgeous! You could go in your Pyjamas and he would probably end up falling in love with you anyways"

She smiled "thanks for the daily confidence boost"

"No problem"

"Before i forget.. Alessandro was here earlier he asked for you"

Alessandro? Why would he want to see me now?

"I guess I should go talk to him then?"

"I mean if you want to.. after what happened at the end of last year..."

The end of last school year... I remember it like it was yesterday I mean how could I forgot?

At the end of year 5th the Slytherins throwed a party like every year Theo's Brother Alessandro and I got pretty drunk and then ended up sleeping together

It was my first time

I never ever had slept with someone before and for me it felt kinda awkward that my fist time was my best friends brother

I didn't told the guys about it I just told Sienna

"I'm seventeen I can handle that it's not like he still wants me or something"

She shrugged her shoulders "I'm not so sure about that I mean why would he ask about you?"

"Merlin Sienna stop giving me ideas! I'm gonna check the situation and then I be right back yeah?"

"Sure thing just be careful that you don't end up in his bed" she bite her tongue while she smiled

I rolled my eyes and left the room

As if I had that less self control

As I stood before his door I suddenly started to feel nervous

Why was i nervous??

There was nothing to be nervous about!

He was just Theos brother whom I had sex with

I hated situations like this

I hesitantly knocked on his door

I could hear footsteps from inside the room

Should I run away?

No Ivelle you're not a little kid!

The footsteps got closer and closer until they reached the door

As the door was opened I could look up in Alessandro's perfect face he was one year older than me but it wasn't that bad right? What was I even thinking!

He looked down at me "Ivelle!" He smiled

"Hey uhm... sienna told me that you asked about me earlier?..."

"Oh yeah right I did! I just wanted to talk with you.. you know... about what happened last year?"

Oh fucking hell no why does he want to talk about that Merlin how did I deserved that??

"Oh! Sure!" I forced myself to a little smile

"Would you like to come inside or-"

"No! I- I mean no I don't have that much time right now..."

Gosh how embarrassing! I just wanted to curl up and die right away

"Oh.. yeah no problem I totally understand that..."

He cleared his throat "I just wanted to ask if it was okay.. I know it sounds weird cuz it happened at the end of last school year! But I didn't really asked for permission and you were drunk and the last thing I wanted to do was to take advantage of you!"

Oh wow that was absolutely not what I expected but it actually was pretty sweet

"Don't worry... it's okay really.... You didn't took advantage of me or anything I wanted it"

He seemed to be relieved "you don't believe how Happy I am to hear that! So everything is fine between us yeah?..."

I nodded "yes everything is fine don't worry"

"Good! Good..." he cleared his throat again

"Yeah good..." this time I was the one who cleared her throat "well okay... I'm gonna leave now..."

"Yup... leave! No! I didn't meant to- ugh just forget it..." he looked away ashamed

"Yeah... have a good day Ale!"

I got away as quickly as possible
I almost sprinted back to my dorm

"Sooo how did it go?" Sienna was still sitting in the floor but at least she was sorting the clothes now

"He just uh... well it wasn't what I expected not in the slightest to be honest... but he wanted to talk about what happened... but not in the way you may think! He wanted to make sure that I was okay with how it happened and that he hopes that he didn't took advantage of me or anything..."

Even Sienna looked surprised

"Really now? Well if he isn't a good guy then I don't know" she smirked like she wanted to say
'Go get him girl'

"Absolutely not I know what you're implying and it won't happen! Yes he's nice and everything but I don't like him like that!"

"Of course..." she kept that stupid smile on her face

"Then maybe take Nicolas?" Her smile only grew bigger

"It can't be first you say I should get with Theo's brother and now you want me to get with Enzo's?? You're crazy sometimes.." besides all I had to smile a little as well

Because after all both were attractive boys
Alessandro and Nicolas I didn't planed on getting with them but... the thought of it wasn't so bad after all...

Merlin I really needed to stop with this irritating thoughts!