I wanted to let go
But I couldn't bear to lose you
A stab to the heart
With your last breath
Felt like a piece of me
Went with your soulTried to bring you
Back to life
Until I felt sick
But I fell
In the processI never wanted to let you go
But the fates
Pulled you from me
Mascara smeared under my eyes
Tear stains on the pillow case
I hate that your gone
So I'll write this song
In memory of the person I used to be
In memory
In memory of the person I used toI couldn't accept that you were gone
Sick to my stomach
Glued to my bed
My heart cracked
Like the vase glued back togetherTried to bring you
Back to life
Until I felt sick
But I fell
In the processI never wanted to let you go
But the fates
Pulled you from me
Mascara smeared under my eyes
Tear stains on the pillow case
I hate that your gone
So I'll write this song
In memory of the person I used to be
In memory
In memory of the person I used toAnd I never wanted to lose you
Oh the world pulled you away
And now it's hard to sleep
When all that I can do
Is fixate on who I used to be
When everything is said and done
I'm close to cracking even moreI never wanted to let you go
But the fates
Pulled you from me
Mascara smeared under my eyes
Tear stains on the pillow case
I hate that your gone
So I'll write this song
In memory of the person I used to be
In memory
In memory of the person I used to
Close to cracking even more
Dear younger me
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