Genevieve POV
I went back to the couch after eating. He came with and sat right next to me. I wasn't uncomfortable anymore with him next to me. But still a bit nervous about what he wanted. I turned on a scary movie. It was the nun. I haven't watched it before. I think he was surprised I like these. I decided to tell him my birthday was in two days. "Hey, Mica. Umm I wanted to let you know. Um. My birthday. Is in two days". You could definitely tell he was surprised. And a bit upset. He said. "Why didn't you tell me sooner. We have to celebrate it." I told him no.
Ive always hated my birthdays. And really didn't want to celebrate. He agreed. But I could see he was trying to think of something.
We talked a little bit more. And he told me tomorrow we have to go shopping to get me some clothes. I really didn't want to. But it would be nice to wear something that fits me. "Mica? Where is the place we will be going shopping?" I asked him. He said it was about an hour drive. It was a mall. He wanted me to have a huge selection. The mall he said sounded familiar. I believe it's the mall my family would go to without me.
After talking. I then asked if the nurse could come with, so I can have someone I know come and a female to help pick out clothes. " I will ask her. But if she can't. Would you be ok if my sister comes? She's 18 and really cool"
I was a bit nervous about meeting someone new. "Umm I guess that would be ok"
I started to yawn. I was getting tired. But there was only a few hours till daylight and I didn't want to waste the day like I did yesterday. I decided to ask Mica if we could go for a walk. It was nice outside and I wanted to see the ocean. He agreed but went and got something out of the kitchen for me. It was a pair of small pants a shirt and a sweatshirt. They looked pretty close to my size.
M- " I asked my sister if you could borrow some clothes so you don't have to keep wearing mine. I hope you don't mind"
G-"No I don't. Thank you"
I went upstairs to our room. And got ready for the day. I took a quick shower. After my shower I went again to the drawer to see if he put the blades back. He has not. I wish he would just let me be.
I'm not good enough for him. For his family.
I got dressed. The clothes actually fit very well other than the jacket had very long sleeves. I'm guessing his sister is tall and skinny. I'm short and skinny. I'm honestly sick looking. Looking at myself in the mirror. I definitely looked better than I did a few days ago. Surprisingly the bruises on my body and face are going away. I've always been able to heal fast. My dad would say I was made that way so he could take his anger out on me without me dying.
I got sick thinking about how I was constantly treated growing up. I definitely didn't deserve it. But maybe I did. I don't know what to think anymore. I finally finished getting dressed and doing my hair. I put my shoes on then made my way downstairs. Mica ended up changing. He was now wearing shorts and a tight fitted shirt. He looked really good.
I think he noticed me staring. I quickly looked away. But I knew he saw and my face had to be very red. We finally left the house.
It was so beautiful outside. With it being dark out you could see the moon on the water. I was about to step on the sand. When mica stopped me and pointed to a path. It led into a wooded type area
We continued to walk that path when it opened up to a decent size lagoon that was connected to the ocean but also hidden from view with rocks. It was amazing.
MICAS POV
I decided to show her the lagoon. It's out main meeting place for the pack. We teach everyone how to swim here and we also just have fun. It's pretty private. With rocks on one side and a thick forest on the other. "Let's sit down here. The sun should be coming up soon and we can see it really well from this spot"
She said ok then sat down. I sat down next to her and put my arm around her. She leaned into me and we watched the sky slowly change from being dark blue to multiple colors of pink and purple then the sun really started coming out. I was about to say how beautiful it is but she was asleep. I picked her up and I walked back to the house with her in my arms. We got back to the house. I walked upstairs and sat on the bed with her still in my arms.
She must have been dreaming about me. As she kept saying my name. I pulled her close as I laid down. I set my alarm on my phone for about 5 hours from now. She needed the sleep. Then we drifted off
