Cant Turn Back

A New Life

3 Years Ago , The Love Of My Life Left Me... Well That Doesn't Mean I Have To Cry All Day & Be Miserable Forever? No. I Moved Out Of That Apartment & Moved In With My Mom For A While. I Didnt Want To Live Alone & I Didnt Want Chresanto To Keep Coming Back To My House. I Guess You Were Thinking Me & Chresanto Are A Couple Now... No. We Dont Talk Anymore. 

Living In My Mothers House Didnt Last That Long Because Samirah (Prods Wife) Wanted Me To Move On & Find Someone Who I Can Trust , & Love Just Like What I Did To Jacob. I Did. Me & Zakee (Zah-Kee) Have Been Dating For Almost A Year Now & Hes A Sweet Person. He Was 6'1 , Carmel Skin Color , Dreads That Came Atleast Past His Shoulders & He Had Tattoos & His Eye Brow Was Peirced. At First He Looked Like Those Kind Of Guys That Will Beat On A Girl & Only Want Them For Sex & Money. 

He Wasnt 

Our Relationship Was Going On For A Year Now And We Havent Had An Fight Yet. We Only Had Sex Atleast Once Because It Was His Birthday & I Wanted Him To Have Fun. We Met At The Mall One Day Because He Worked In Foot Locker, I Remember The First Time I Looked In His Brown Eyes.. I Fell In Love. Im 22 Years Old Now & I Still Dont Have Any Kids Yet. Good. I Dont Think Im Ready Yet For Some Reason.. But When The Time Comes.. I Cant Do Anything About It.

Today Was June, 23rd & It Was A Monday So It Was Time For Zakee & I To Go Food Shopping. I Got Dressed & Started To Cook Breakfast, Zakee Came Downstairs Dressed But Just Shirtless. He Was Doing That To Me On Purpose. 

You- (Smiles , Cooking) 

Zakee- What You Smiling For (Laughs) 

You- Oh Nothing 

Zakee- Turn Around Then 

You- Im Cooking 

Zakee- (Laughs) Come On 

You- (Turns Around Facing Him) See

Zakee- (Chuckles)

You- Put On A Shirt 

Zakee- No My Chest Needs To Breathe 

You- Your Chest Needs To Breathe.. Really 

Zakee- Yah. (Pulls You To Him)

You- Stoop

Zakee- Why Baby

You- Do You Want Your Bacon To Burn?

Zakee- No

You- (Pushes Him Then Laughs) 

Zakee- Thats The Best Part

You- You Dont Like My Eggs?

Zakee- I Do..

You- (Looks Down)

Zakee- I Do , I Do (Wraps His Arms Around You)

You- (Smiles)

~ SHOP RITE ~ 

Mariah- Im Telling You Jacob This Job As A Nurse Can Be Really Good For Me 

Prince- Not As Good As Being A Police Officer With Me 

Mariah- Risking My Life?

Prince- For Familes