Cant Turn Back

Dont Leave Me?!

I Was Shocked When Jacob Said " Homie" . They Knew Each Other?! Well Its Not My Fault Because I Never Knew They Were Freinds. I Just Had Sex With Jacobs Friend. I Felt Angry At Myself But At The Same Time It Wasnt My Fault! Jacob Just Stood There With Anger In His Eyes.. He Looked Like He Wanted To Kill Me Right Now.

I Tried My Best To Try And Explain But He Kept Cutting Me Off. I Just Started Crying & He Just Started Pacing Back And Forth. I Just Wish Everything Was Back To Normal. I Wish I Was Deaf Again! Life Was So Much Better Back Then. I Didnt Have To Worry About A Thing.

Prince- Why Would You Do That? Huh ?

You- Im Sorry (Signs Looking Down)

( PRINCE )

She Signed. Its Been A While Since She Did That... I Was Shocked. Now I Could Tell She Really Felt Bad About What She Did, A Few Seconds Later I Walked To Her & Hugged Her. This Marriage Was Falling Apart

Prince- Im Sorry

You- (Sniffs)

Prince- I... I Gotta Go

You- Why?

( YN )

Next Thing You Know He Was Gone. I Cried Even More! Was It Over? Is There Even A YN & Jacob Any More? More Questions Ran Through My Head

A Couple Hours Later I Heard A Knock At The Door. I Was Hoping It Was Jacob.... When I Got Out Of Bed & Walked To The Door.They Knocked Again Which Made Me Jump. When I Opened The Door I Saw Chresanto Standing There With Roses & A Bag. I Sort Of Smiled. He Smiled When I Smiled.

Chresanto- I Got You Something.

You- Oh. What Is It

Chresanto- Can I Come In ?

You- Well Um (Turns Around & Looks In The House & Back At Him) Sure (Moves Out The Door Way)

Chresanto- (Walks In)

You- (Closes The Door Slowly) How Did You Find My House ?

Chresanto- When I Dropped You Off

You- But That Was Far From My Door

Chresanto- But I Had To Drive Straight To Get Out. Then I Saw You

You- Oh

Chresanto- Well Um. YN I Got You Some Perfume From Bath & Body Works (Takes It Out The Bag)

You- Oh.. Thanks

Chresanto- Wanna Try It

You- Sure..

Chresanto- (Sprays It On You)

You- (Coughs)

Chresanto- My Bad

You- No It Actually Smells Good

Chresanto- Oh (Laughs)

You- How (Sneezes) Much Was It (Sneezes)

Chresanto- Not That Much. Like $15

You- What Is That (Sneezes)

Chresanto- My Axe ?

You- No The Perfume Dude

Chresanto- Raspberry

You- No Chresanto (Backs Away Holding Your Nose)

Chresanto- Im Sorry (Puts It In The Bag)

You- (Scratches Your Arm)

Chresanto- You Okay ?

You- Im Allergic (Goes In Your Room & Takes Off Your Shirt) Now I Got The Scent On Me (Whispers)

Chresanto- I Didnt Know (Following You)

You- (Covers Your Self)

Chresanto- I Saw It Before

You- So.

Chresanto- You Dont Have To Hide It (Walking To You)

You- (Backs Away)

Chresanto- Whats Wrong

You- I Dont Feel Comfortable

Chresanto- I'll Make You Feel Comfortable (Puts Your Arms Down)

You- (Breathes In) No

Chresanto- Come On (Pulls You To The Bed & Sits You Down)

You- (Moves Away)

Chresanto- I Like You Alot

You- Uh I- ( GETS CUT OFF)

Chresanto- (Starts Kissing You)

You- (Tries Pushing Him Off)

Chresanto-( Rubs You Thru Your Tights) I Want You

You- (Moans)

Chresanto- (Moves His Hands In Your Underwear & Fingers You)

You- Ahh Chresanto (Moans)

Chresanto- (Kisses You)

You- (Throws Your Head Back) Shit

Prince- (Walks In The Apartment With A Bear)

( PRINCE )

Yeah I Felt Bad For YN. I Wasnt Going To Leave Her.. I Love Her. I Just Want To Be With Her. When I Walked In The Apartment I Saw Roses & Perfume On The Table. It Made Me Think For A While, Then I Started To Hear Moans. I Started Walking To The Room & Saw Chresanto Fingering YN? And Kissing Her At The Same Damn Time. I Was Heated. Why Was She Letting Him DO THAT?

Prince- WOW !

You- (Jumps) Jacob

Prince- Dude What The Hell Are Doing?!

Chresanto- (Stands Up) Jacob?

Prince- Why You On My Wife!

Chresanto- Wife? I Didnt Know You Fucked With Her. I Havent Seen You Since High School

You- Jacob I Wasnt - (Gets Cut Off)

Prince- I LEAVE FOR A COUPLE HOURS AND YOUR IN HERE WITH ANOTHER GUY ?! (Throws The Bear)

You- Im Sorry (Crying)

Prince- I Lost Fucking Respect For You

Chresanto- (Shrugs)

You- Jacob

Prince- Im Just Done. Im Leaving You YN

You- Dont Leave Me Please!

Prince- (Shakes His Head & Leaves)

( YN )

I Dropped Down To My Knees & Started Crying. I Was Crying For A Few Minutes. I Couldnt Believe He Left Me. Jacob Was My First Love , First Kiss , He Was My First Time. I Couldnt Believe It Was Over. He Was There When I Was Deaf?! What Type Of Guy Do You Know Who Would Be There For You In That Type Of Situation?? Chresanto Picked Me Up & Tried To Talk To Me & I Just Pushed Him Away & Told Him To Leave. I Cursed Him Out Because I Felt Like It Was His Fault.... I Need Jacob..... I Just Need Him.

- 3 YEARS LATER -