ROOH-E-DAARI

28. LIFE IS A BITCH

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                  NAVYA RAWAT

I never thought that life would be so unfair to me, although I always had this realisation that I have to fight for everything, to gain in my life.

Because nothing comes free in this world. So till now whatever happens I considered it as a pay of living my life. I was always that kind of person who thanked God in the morning, for letting them see another day.

Whenever I think that life is unfair to me or these questions start eating up my brain, why do my parents hate me? why can't I  just have a normal life or why do I have to fight, to literally have the bare minimum? I simply told myself that there are people in the world who are dying without any reason. 

Life cannot be the same for everyone. We all are different whether in looks or our actions. so how can our destiny be the same. I always believed that karma is a bitch and it will always find your way.

But what did I do this time? I literally suffered because they misunderstood me. I know how it feels to lose your loved one, I can feel their pain and I won't even judge them for taking the revenge, if they have power and money and they are right then it's their call what they want to do. But at least punish the right person.

I also lost my dadu, but I never go all king kong in destroying the world, I accept the truth that death is inevitable, and it can happen in any way. I was also devastated, I lost the only person who loved me without any expectations from me. 

I am not saying yuvraaj is wrong, or he is a bad person. He lost his love, his fiancee the girl he loved with all his heart. His pain his grief, everything is acceptable but what he did to me, is not and for this I am never going to forgive him.

What's the point of having this title, this power, all this money when you cannot even find out what is the truth. But no he just went insane in this revenge thing misunderstandings can happen, but he didn't even listen to me for once. If he would have listened to me or explained to me why he is doing all this, things would have been sorted earlier.

But yeah my ill fate that things can never go right with me. I told him a thousand times that I didn't do anything but he never listened to me. He never gave me a chance to explain myself.

After the whole revelation everyone went to their rooms, except yuvraaj, he stayed in the living hall. and that's good because I don't even want to see his face. 

And right now the only thing I want to do, is to leave this house. everyone is suffocating me right now, dadu wants me to stay. But I think it should be my choice whether, I want to stay or not. I respect him and love him a lot, but it should be my decision because I am the owner of my life.

Moving towards the walking closet, I picked up my suitcase, the best thing is that Yuvraaj never gave me space in his closet. So all my belongings were packed in the suitcase.

Today there was no urge in me to cry, because I was done, done with all the bad shits.

"Aaj ke baad zindagi ke mai kabhi kisi ke liye aansu nhi bahane", I murmured to myself, while packing the bag.

A lot of things happened recently, I got married, I got blamed, I got punished. And when the truth is revealed, I know what is going to happen.

"Vahi sorry sorry ke drame, Arey nhi chaiye bhaiya tumhara sorry. Tumhare ek sorry se sab cheez sahi nhi hone vali."

Huhhh!!, my mind will explode if I stay here for more than a minute now.

After 10 minutes my packing was done, as I was about to walk towards the door, I heard footsteps of someone approaching.