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Un bin kate na raina
Un bin aave na ik pal chaina
Un bin jiyu to kaise mai jiyu haye...

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Reyansh opens the door of his bedroom, it is cold and empty and as he enters in he feels as if all the memories of Anaya hits him at once. This was one of the reason he hasn't stepped into the room let alone his house because he knew here everything will remind him of her

Moreover, he didn't want to leave her side even for a second but since his mother insisted and wanted him to have rest for sometime so here he is

His eyes first drifts on the bed that reminds him the last conversation they both had

He should have told her everything back then he thought

This is the only thought gnawing him from inside from past three days

He drags his steps further looking at the mirror where he last time saw her smiling, he still had chance to clear about his past but he couldn't and the longer he took the worse it became now all he is left with just guilt

Then his eyes fall on the table where he catch the sight of papers, his heart throb so painfully remembering Anaya's words

I have seen the divorce papers in our room

He strides towards it and grabs it, finding divorce papers, he shuts his eyes tightly regretting leaving it

In an instant, he pulls out a lighter from his pocket and lit the end of the papers letting it burn slowly, with every flame flickering on it intensifies his yearning of having back Anaya

"I don't want to leave you, i want to live with you" He whispers, still holding the burning papers in his hands until it turns into ashes

Looking around in the room, he sits tiredly on the bed and moves his hand on her pillow before taking it on his lap and sniffs it as if he's feeling her presence by her scent and closes his eyes drowning in her thoughts

He doesn't realise how long he keeps sitting there recalling the moments with her until the buzzing of his phone brings him back from his thoughts, he takes out his phone from the pocket only to find Samaira's name flashing on the screen, he inhales a deep breath and picks up the call

"Reyansh, i just got to know about Anaya's accident from Ruhi, how did it happen? Does that have anything to do with you?" She bombards him with question without a pause, her worry for Anaya palpable

Reyansh keeps quiet not knowing how to say that yes he's the reason today Anaya is in this condition

"Reyansh, are you there? I'm talking to you" Her voice resonates again through the line

"I will speak only if you'll hear me calmly" Reyansh says

"What is it?" Her tone holds a curiosity

He takes in a breath and then narrates her the incident, from divorce papers to the accident everything, he needed to get this all out of his mind as it was eating him from inside

"I can't believe" Samaira sounds disbelief

"I swear i was going to tell her everything, i planned I'd repent for my every mistake from disgracing her to every single pain i caused her but then all this happened" His voice comes out low whisper at the last as he shakes his head, closing his eyes

"Are you really guilty for whatever you did to her or just pity her because she's in this condition because of you?" She asks

"I won't be able to forgive myself if something happened to her and this guilt will eat me alive if Anaya hasn't woken up. Once she was unwanted in my life but now she's all i want in my life and i'm so scared to lose her, Sam" He says in a broken voice almost verge on crying