ᴠᴏᴛᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛ, ɪᴏɴ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɢʜᴏꜱᴛ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀꜱ 🤨
ℙ𝕒𝕣𝕚𝕤 𝔻𝕚𝕒𝕞𝕠𝕟𝕕 𝕁𝕖𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕤 | 𝟡:𝟚𝟟 𝔸𝕄
𝕁𝕖𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕤 𝔽𝕒𝕞𝕚𝕝𝕪 ℍ𝕠𝕞𝕖
I kissed my best friend.
I kissed. My best friend.
And I let him tongue me down.
I was barely able to sleep last night and now that I've woken up, I want to go right back to sleep. I know that as long as I'm awake I'm going to think about that.
To tell the truth, I don't remember much of the kiss or what led up to it. I know I was high as hell. I only remember two things.
All of a sudden, Demauree Wilkes, my best friend, leaned forward and pecked my lips.
"Demaure... you know I have a boyfriend-"
"That don't got shit to do with me."
Even though I don't remember a lot that happened after I ate that goddamned candy, I remember enjoying the kiss, and that's what bothers me the most. I shouldn't have enjoyed that. I have a boyfriend who can kiss me anytime I want a kiss, so why did Demauree's kiss leave such an effect on me?
I decide that I have to tell someone about this, or it will be bothering me forever all day, and Asia's family is having a Juneteenth cookout today. Which is just another problem, considering Demauree will be there...
I FaceTime Asia and prop myself up on my elbow as I wait for her to answer the call.
When she answers, her eyebrow is arched. "I can't believe you up at 9:30 in the morning. That's early for y'all." Asia is always up at what Londyn likes to call the "ass-crack of dawn", while I don't usually get up unless I have to until 10, and For Zareya it's usually something like 11:30 to noon, and if left alone, I bet Londyn would sleep for a month straight.
"I gotta tell you sumn that happened yesterday." I think about the situation and how I'll even tell her this but Asia is my best friend besides Demauree. I can tell her anything and she'll always give me helpful advice.
"Tell me, then." Asia looks into the camera.
"Remember how we was at Mauree house yesterday watchin' them Bourne movies?"
"Yeah, I do. The first one is the best one to me, the rest was aight."
I smile, agreeing with her. But that's not what I need to talk about at the moment. "I was still there when y'all went home."
Asia's narrow in suspicion. "Exactly what is this leadin' up to..."
"I've been so stressed with everything that's been happening with Macari and I was also just curious about how it would be to smoke so I stayed behind to try and smoke with Demauree-"
"You WHAT? You've never smoked a day in your life!" Asia looks at me, her jaw dropped but with an excited smile on her face. "Neeeeeeva would've thought."
"Girl, hush. I'm not done." I giggle at her. "Well, I definitely learned smoking's not for me... so Demauree gave me these edibles and- will you stop making faces? You distractin' me."
Asia keeps looking at the camera with an excitedly shocked expression on her face that keeps intensifying the more I speak, and it's making me want to laugh.
"My bad, it's just... Paris!"
"I know, I know. But anyway, I don't remember a lot that happened after that, I just remember Demauree kissing me."
