Is love really that wanted ? Or is it just the feeling of being wanted ?
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ლ 𝒶𝓁𝒾𝒸𝒾𝒶'𝓈 𝒫𝒪𝒱 ლ a week ago
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I wish i never came to this forsaken realm, i wish i never rantowards that voice
it was an ordinary day at school, with a nice friend i recently finally had that didn't behave like i was a perfect object or a rival and i was excited
i had been having threat letters and i found a brown rat in my locker and then i got mad so mad i wanted to disfigure that school and i would have if it wasn't for that voice
It called to me and i felt weak i felt like weeping and i felt a realm being opened, i didn't know much about the other realms and creatures but i knew enough to keep me safe
The voice spoke again and again it'll help me control it, keep my powers at bay i looked back in a flash watching my little friend run after me barely able to see her freckles through the distance as i ran towards the voice and then i just disappeared and then i realized it was a trap
The voice was my mother calling me towards defrinasa which is the capital of the fire realm which is one of the few reams which have a single system of government
I am being forced against my will to stay here as my father will be killed the second his feet touches our ground he even hired actors to pretend to be my real parents and fixed up this whole lie in the human realm and my urge to use my powers got me in this mess and now i'm as sold as the idea abortion isn't murder, i need to leave here
I'm a promise child who is promised to marry the head of the fire realm I'd son when i reach seventeen years i'll be engaged and as soon as i'm up to age we'll get married and i'm scared i don't think i'm ready to be given away
as long as i obey my mother's rules she doesn't impute pain into my soul and i'm left to be with whatever i need as well as being unallowed to attend fireden which means school but way different than the ones humans go to
I have never seen his face and no one is allowed to see until he gets married to keep the crown safe
i wish i was never taken away, i wish she never found me and i wish father knew she was planning that exact moment to take me back, i wish she didn't find nor take me back
i've been through stuff here, stuff i never want to go through again, it was soo scary
They're soo soo scary i wish i was kept safe, why did they destroy all the happiness i had
They want a queen, i'll give them a queen i'll be the queen they want me to be and i'll rule beside the next king i'll make him love me and i'll make him hurt everyone that has hurt me
My mother believes I'll never bring harm her way because of all the ways she used to make me an obedient toy but she will soon see how her own teachings will lead to her destruction, i'll play and i'll receive the hate but not for much longer there will soon be a parade and i'm looking forward to it
i'm not going to be seen of course like every single title holding citizen and ruler will be I will be to, i'll be cloaked, i'll have some fun that day being allowed out of my cage
𝒶𝓁𝒾𝒸𝒾𝒶 𝓋𝓊𝓉𝓊𝓃𝓉 ________________
ლ 𝒶𝓁𝒾𝒸𝒾𝒶'𝓈 𝒫𝒪𝒱 ლ little
"Father why is the king still instructing we should be looked for ?" I asked tired of travelling on this ferry as we've been here for a long while exhausted
"Because you are promised and in the fire realm what was promised can't be taken away" he speaks surely not happy with the look on his face
"b-but you'll protect me right ? i don't want to be with mum" and he smiles a sad smile
"i'll protect you and if you feel i'm not then call on me you'll see" he speaks as he applied the hair products on my hair to avoid thinning especially since i won't be on land fo a long time
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i'm excited for school i really hope the human kids like me i imagine how the school will be like as i fix up my hair about to step out of the car
"Act normal and don't look around much honey just act like you belong there" i smile nodding happily at my dad as I leave the strange car and walk into the premises and i come into contact with this gorgeous cute red-haired girl and i get excited she's speaking to me and i feel happy
