The Lost boy <The duesette Series>

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i feel lost

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Darcine's POV

i'm lost or at least i was lost, if only ellierose could just see that i'm more than a lost boy

i've ocastrated a way out of these place but for some time we need to stay in everina before we can run away from these place and officially more to the fire realm that's the second plan on how to finally be done

I've been without ellie for too long and i miss her i want to finally have that wish we made but i don't know if she truly wants that

all i've ever done for ellie rose all my life of knowing her is to ensure she's safe

we've faced through so much yet feel soo far from her and that's because we faced them alone

I told cierra to turn back and went out of the bovix unto the boat because i felt her presence

that key isn't just to keep my powers at bay but to keep them under their true potential and she wearing it surly means she has a part of me

I felt the hope i'll see her soon and we'll be together because she put it on and everything she feels i feel the presence because she's near

i love my ellie and i feel she's different we're both different now i feel she's more used to the world around her because she didn't have me, she was able to grow in that harsh environment without me and i realize she's no longer little ellie anymore she's a little lost at most

Many people know the feeling of being alone and tired of the world around you and not feeling like you are were you are meant to be right now and that's okay

I mean little rosy spoke about looking for meaning in a being more than the earth could ever be God

She dreamed of living in this small sweet state at the hillside of a town untop the hill with her lovly new family she'll have

she always dreamed of having her own family

I'd joke around she doesn't have any other person and she'd say i'm enough but deep down i felt the depts of her lonely smile and it hurt me because she was hurt

I wish she didn't lose her friend Alice or had someone i couldn't safe her from, a bully

One day during school time for ellie rose i snuck into the school full of thirteen and fourteen year olds and i threatened the alaricia-rice-riece of a bully and made her promise to be nicer to ellie rose claiming i was a demon and i definitely looked scary

i mean what would you do if you saw someone with black eyes covered in black sticky jet black glue claiming to want to eat you because you were a black soul, naming how you bullied innocent kids and how evil you were behaving and i later heard from from ellie she changed her school and that made me smirk a little then letting ellie rose win the game of snow ball to distract her from the topic

I mean ellie shouldn't have found out she will definitely feel guilty but i don't know if i can say so now

everina would have been a safe place for ellie rose and i but after i found out how my own mother was the queen's elder sister i realized it wasn't really safe i mean it

I can't challenge for the crown unless it was my least and only choice, i have a lot to explain to ellie rose but i won't till she forgives me, till she learns to live with the fact i wasn't there she needs to understand i love her and for what ever reason i wasn't there wouldn't change that

ellie rose was the only name that was constantly on my mind in prison

I found out the information about my mum from a dark sorcerer who was imprisoned for practicing magic which is also witchcraft

everinians don't practice such acts as we are more spiritual beings than other creatures like humans who practice those filths who communicate with demons we use pure energy as it is in our nature

we don't need spells or any of the sort because we have our own energy source, I'm finding a way to leave this island soon and we will soon leave as soon as i help sierra with her plan to install the red branch into an automatic button she could use to destroy the force field and immediately bring it back after twenty minutes hopefully we'll be able to leave by that time

everinians use simple technology which when work like a lever

Unlike humans we don't use codes we just need to link the button to a source of energy that is pure enough to use it's power to pause the entire field for at least as long as needed so we can escape from everina

we originally had someone who would do that from the inside and was immediately arrested after shutting it down for five minutes

we were smart enough to tell him it was a group of everinians communicating with some fire realm inhibitors who wanted to destroy the peace of everina and they immediately found a way to get him to speak and he was put into a black hole which we called

'death in the earth'

because no one in had a chance of ever coming back out

if only we went that time it would have been easy except ellierose was caught in our storm something we hope will stop soon

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