obsessed much!

SAM

I don't know what tanu is thinking? , I don't seem to get a hold of her thinking. Why does she always try to break things off rather than sitting and have a proper conversation? Leaning back in my chair. 

My assistant said, "sir you have several meetings todays". I said, "Cancel them". Assistant said, "Okay" was about to turn around "what?" Don't you hear me I said angrily and I was not able to focus anywhere what should I do? I questioned my love, my existence why it was so hard for her to see my love? And where am I lacking? It never happened to me and I never wanted to happen this to me. Why me? I loved this girl after such a long period because I was not able to trust anyone since my first breakup. 

I did this girl gained that trust and she is being difficult on herself and me to. I know it breaks her heart to when she try to run away from me and I can't seem to relax, can't imagine my life without her. The only reason I smile today just because of her. I wasn't feeling well my head was so scattered that I wanted to just go to sleep and never wake up again. And then I took my car keys and drove home. 

When I entered in the house it was silent as ever, it was quiet but not peaceful. My heart is feeling empty and alone just like the house no emotions, like someone sucked every single drop of my blood and it felt stuffy and suffocating. I can't even share these emotions to anyone. I wasn't always an introvert but with time I achieved professionalism.

 I am an introvert when it comes to sharing my own personal feelings. I took out my phone and was about to unlock it I saw a key that fell off my pocket then i remember it was café's key I wanted to gift tanu. Then my phone lit up with a notification of my phone and I saw Lexi texted me. I ignored and then suddenly I got a call from tanu. It surprised me so much that I nearly fell out of the chair because my notification tone was so high. I picked her call,

ME: hello!?

HER: hey! I wanted to ask you that did Lexi got fired because of you?

ME: well, .hm.

HER: why?

ME: I don't know she tried to tell you about a guy liking you in front of me and have the audacity to say that in your ear.

(I laid a bit it was half-truth...)

HER: babe, (I was quite surprised.) see I know what she said but I will tell you her mother is a cancer patient so please. And if you want say something bit harshly but don't make her quit the job.

ME: oh fuck that was so inconsiderate of me.

HER: hmm...

ME: um tanu?

HER: yes

ME: would you meet me tomorrow at the café.

HER: yes why not!?

ME: (okay that was smooth.) okay then bye loves you.

HER: yeah love you too... (blewed a kiss.)

Next day I woke up extra early, just because I skipped my office meetings and I have to meet her too. I wanted to give her the gift I was planning to give. But I didn't tell her that her friend Lexi was eyeing me with dirty looks but I don't have a right to ruin someone's life and her mother being a cancer patient, I felt guilty and couldn't help but feel very stuffed.

Hey tanu, what you doing? She was wearing a short skirt and tank top and a cute red hairband she looked like a doll, she was texting someone I wonder who she was texting. She saw me and immediately pulled me in a big hug she was so cute. And I noticed that she was quite short now. Oh god! Did I just felt taller than her? What the fuck hormones.