obsessed much!

SAM

I was so angry on her. I forgot that she was the one I wanted to protect at any cost and I was going to shoot her today. Just because of cheating. I don't know what came over me and I decided to take my pistol. When I heard her say, "wanna kill me?". I froze , my hands and knees went weak and my brain stopped working. 

Then I saw her smirking and my anger reached my temple and bursted like a volcano my eyes were full on fire of rage and emotions , anything but revenge only that thing was lingering inside my head like big bells are ringing near my ear. I pulled her by her waist and said, "do I look like a fool to you, dont i know what kind of person you are, miss?." She said, "you are delusional". Scoffing she removed my hand off her waist.

I slowly dragged my gun gently from the top of her face from her forehead then on the brigde of the nose where those spectacles are and then her juicy lips that parted as I dragged the gun from her upper lip to lower lip. And then I pressed in her chest again.

Don't know what came over her, her eyes turned into a seductive bitch and she started caressing my hand and my grip on the gun loosened up a bit by her touch. My eyes softened and I came back in reality. I was blinded by rage and anger. 

Before I could say sorry she pulled the trigger herself. I flinched got startled and blood splashed over my shirt and hand I yelled, "tanu..tanu..what have you done?". I held her in my hands. Gun already slipped off my hand and I started crying histerically. I started running towards my car and kept her inside.

 I cursed myself and blamed myself for bringing the damn gun. Was she trying to prove me that she doesn't fear death. I looked at her she was unconscious my tears were streaming down like waterfall. I couldn't hold them anymore. I said, "hang in there tanu we almost reached the hospital". seeing her on her death bed made me crazy and I didn't know what to do? I cant live without her.

We reached and I carried her towards the hospital running and panting and crying. The doctor came running and brought a stretcher and I said, "please,please save her doctor she is my love". She has lost lot of blood and we need to start her treatment right away. Instructed the doctor.

I followed till the operation theatre and doctor said, "we will take from here you wait here." I was blank I couldn't think of anything I was having a panic attack. I saw my hands they were covered with the blood. With the blood of my love my tanu...I washed my hands quickly. Even when my hands were clean I could imagine blood all over my hands. 

I punched the wall of the hospital till my fists bleed and some nurses held me and tried to calm down. Then I called reyan and told him everything. He came running and asked, "where is didi?". I said crying, "in the icu". He asked, "what happened?" I told him everything and his face went pale while listening. And suddenly rage gathered in his eyes he held my collar and said, "idiot you would have asked me I know what she was doing, and that sweetheart is our sister. Who told you to carry gun there? Don't you know how egoistic tanu di is?". I held his hand and said, "I know its my fault."

 He saw my knuckles were bleeding so he called nurse and told her to dress my wound up. She said, "what the hell you doing? Are you trying to break walls of the hospital." I nodded in a no. Reyan said, "I have to call my Masi(aunt)." I nodded and sat there.

After few minutes the operation theatre's light turned off. I stood up and went running towards the doctor. She said, "the bullet missed the heart by an inch, she was lucky this time. The bullet entered her axilla. Now she is out of danger but you have to wait, she is unconscious." I saw her from the door window and saw her lying like a lifeless body. I sat there crying loudly when reyan came and hugged me. he said, "She will be alright don't worry". I and reyan waited whole night there and next day I got a call.