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Kazama woke up the next day in his apartment with heavy eyes. he had cried a lot the day before but he was glad that atleast he didn't cry himself to sleep.

it was already 10:34 am since Nene had told him to skip work yesterday.

he went to wash up first. afterwards, while waiting for yesterday's leftover dinner to be reheated, he checked his socials. shinchan told him to ignore the comments and don't read them.

it was hard but he kept himself from going through anything.

that's when the notification popped.

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so this is a confession...
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‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ sunshinerayy so bold of him!! support!!
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ lovthislyf YESSS MY BOISSS 🥳🥳🥳🤩🤩🤩
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Kazama knew what this post could mean.
he inhaled sharply and braced himself before clicking the read more button.

so this is a confession.
hi everyone, I'm your fave model boi Ray! I really suck at introductions so I'll just go straight to the point.
the guy in the post, is my best friend from kindergarten.
yes you read that right. we've been friends for almost the whole life we've lived.
we've been good friends since middle school until I asked him out and we started dating.
but soon I had to leave my everything, even my boyfriend and me being such a jerk, I didn't even bother to tell him too.
for 10 whole years my friends and family thought I was lost, but I was just at our Company, with my aunt @.musaeclicks_

some people thought worrying about me was a lost cause. but still, there was this one person who hoped I was alive, who hoped to see me soon. he knew one day I would definitely return to him. and I definitely don't deserve Such a good person.

life felt like it took a fast pace and finally here I was, revealing myself from being a hand model. i was very surprised plus immensely happy to receive all the love and support you guys have showered upon me.
you gave me courage that I could finally get back home and show my dear mother that I didn't become a failure in life.

would you believe , what I achieved right this moment was just a mere childhood argument and childish ego with my mother?
haha! it feels funny thinking about that.

I had finally thought that the world loves and supports me for who I am, since my old acquaintances would define me as a weird kid (tho I like that label 😈🤭😌)
but I think the recent events were a turmoil in the whole scenario of my public persona. it not only affects me but the person in the post too.

me and my boyfriend never had a proper breakup due to me running away. but I came back, revived the old contacts and cleared things between us and finally we were restarting what I once ruined. and seriously the backlash we both faced, that too through an unsure site/unclear photos.

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