love you again // shinkaza ✔️

5. clarifications

Nene was to excited for everything and booked a private dinner party the coming Saturday.
she told everyone to come in their best looks and give a grand welcome to shinchan. himawari was also invited there.

it was about time and shinchan decided to wear a black and red tuxedo. his thin waist was detailed perfectly in it.
With his dark hair slicked back with setting gel, one could say he looked no lesser than a Mafia boss.

Shinchan's red and black accessories went matching with his fit that night. he really had a sense of fashion being in the modelling industry.

Accompanying himawari in her pastel pink gown with her long curls bouncing above her waist, they took a taxi ride to the destination they were supposed to reach.

as they entered the hotel, himawari started eyeing handsome guys because she knows she's pretty and her sky high standards (qween 👑💅).

both siblings walked intervening their hands. himawari asked the reception about the party floor and they headed upstairs.

the glass doors opened, welcoming the duo with faint music and soft lights in the dark room.

naturally, the siblings were the last to arrive.

himawari ran towards nene and aichan to discuss and gossip about their favourite dresses, jewelleries, TV stars and what not.

Masao and Bo pulled shinchan into a warm embrace and handing him some orange juice as a welcome drink.

shinchan politely accepted it by smiling and the other two still couldn't digest the fact that shinchan is being polite.

having some sips of the drink, shinchan trailed his eyes towards the boy sitting alone on one of the couches in the room. the cute, blue haired boy.
his cute blue haired boy.

shinchan slowly took his steps towards Kazama. Reaching in front of him, shinchan stared checking him out. he softly bit his tongue watching Kazama manspreaded over the couch. shinchan could think of nothing but kazama's thighs.

noticing the latter's gaze, Kazama joined his knees together and sat straight. he cleared his throat with shinchan taking a seat next to him.

"yea, so, I don't really know where I should start. but I am sure I missed you a lot like I was dying. and I still do." shinchan started.

"I don't get the point..." Kazama said expressionlessly, h is eyes unable to meet shinchan's?

"uh... I mean, how about we restart everything? I really wish I could love you again." shinchan clarified his thoughts.

shinchan could now see tears forming in Kazama's eyes.

"H-Hey, are you okay?" shinchan tries to place his hand on kazama's shoulders. Kazama immediately retreats by pushing away him.

"okay? you're asking me if I'm okay?" Kazama slightly raises his voice as tears stream down his red cheeks.

"what are you doing to me? you know, I've cried half of the life I lived only because of you. first you flirted with me, then you say you like girls. and the next moment you kissed me and say we're boyfriends. a few days later you disappear and come back after ten fucking years and say that you wanna reconcile. you're driving me crazy!"

shinchan was speechless. his eyes widened and he pulled Kazama for a hug but failed. Kazama drifted off to the terrace. shinchan realised everyone were aware about what happened right now.

Nene came towards him and handed over two soft drinks.

"go and talk to him more. clear all the misunderstandings between you two. He really loves you and never had a day without missing you. he's just venting out all the pent up frustration of ten years. Just go." she softly pushed him towards kazama's direction.

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hey!! I had written a bit more and I need to complete it, so I'll publish that soon <33

January, Feb and March are gonna be  hectic for me (it's my last year and I'm graduating high school) so I'll try to update this story. thanks for waiting!!
see you soon ~~