CH - 23 IT'S MY FAULT

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ADITYA POV :

I really don't know how did I ended up kissing her chin , I could have ended up kissing her lips too and I could have lost my self control , I controlled myself when my lips touched her soft skin . My heartbeats raised so high that it can explode at any moment .

I still don't understand how my chain got struck on her shirt button . I touched my chain and looked at it , it's my dad's gift . So , I feel to wear this chain , although I don't like to wear anything around my neck but since it's my dad's gift I wear it for his sake .

I don't know how diya is feeling right now , I'm so stupid . I hit my head and I started thinking how can I Apologise to her . Should I text her ? No ...! I think I need to give her some space to clear her mind but I'm feeling so restless thinking I made her feel uncomfortable about me . Do she think I took advantage of her.. ??
No....! I can't let that happen....!!

I sat on my bed and cupped my face fully in my palms ruffling my face and hair . I got an idea . I feel texts don't express much feeling I can write a sincere apology letter for her so , that she can understand me and the situation .

I took out a paper and my pen , I started writing a letter but I feel something is off so , I scrabbled it and tear the paper off , I don't know how many papers I have wasted by scribbling on it and throwing them in the dustbin .

I feel to calm my mind so , I took a deep breath and wrote the letter for her . I felt good by writing it and I hope she accept my apologies .

If she don't really wanna forgive me and want sometime then I'm surely gonna give her privacy and wait for her reply till our ad shoot coz I can't stay away from her

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If she don't really wanna forgive me and want sometime then I'm surely gonna give her privacy and wait for her reply till our ad shoot coz I can't stay away from her .

It's my fault and I accept her punishment if she wanna punish me but I can't accept the silent treatment . I wanna go and check on her but I can't . I feel she needs a hug but I can't hug her . I hope she will be alright .

I just sat thinking about her and I am unable to sleep . I don't know how the time passed and my alarm rang it's 4 am .
I hit the gym but I really don't feel to do any sort of workout today . I tripped from the treadmill and got hurt . Ouch...!

Just then I heard my aunt's voice " Adi beta careful....! " . She quickly came to me and helped me to get up .

I spoke " I'm fine...aunty " .

" What happened beta , are you lost somewhere how did you fell ? ". She asked in concern .

I spoke " I'm fine aunty don't worry I will go on a jog now " .

" Take some rest if you are not well , don't strain yourself  " . She said .

I spoke " I'm totally good aunty look I'm alright and I can go on a jog , you please carry on aunty don't worry about me ".

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