CH - 43 I CAN'T LET YOU AVOID ME

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DATE : 8th FEB

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DATE : 8th FEB

Yesterday evening at 6 pm I boarded to hyderabad from Goa airport .Vani , tower and ishaan went in private flight after I catch my flight .

Before I left tower hugged me and requested to stay in touch with him in a call or a text . I simply nodded with my heavy heart and I told him to give my rubber band which he tied to his hand but he shook his head in no and tried to kiss my forehead but I stepped back and left .

I don't wanna shatter him completely by giving hopes to him I can't see him in pain anymore . The moment he stabbed himself I felt I broke internally but now it's time to make up my mind that I just forgot about him or atleast I need to pretend I never loved him .

He is just an addiction which I will definitely get rid off when I stay away from him . I can't see him hurt .....

All night I couldn't able to sleep and in the morning I acted all fine with my family and went to my office .

I couldn't able to focus on my work coz his confession , his love , the rain , our song , our kiss and every moment I spent with him was swirling in my mind and my head started to feel heavy with his thoughts .

Just then my secretary came in and she started blabbering something about the work and I'm unable to focus on her ... The slap I gave him was flashing infront of my eyes ... .

" No...means No...I can't..." . I yelled at her in a Strom of anger mixed with sorrow , she got flinched at her place and shivered looking at me and got freezed .

I realised what I've done and I quickly moved towards her she stepped back but I gently caught her hand and made her sit on the chair .

" Ma..Mam...I..I... I'm so.. sorry...". She whispered with her quivering lips .

I sat on my knees infront of her and her eyes widened looking at me . I took a breath and spoke to her gently " I'm so sorry Sejal I was so stressed and suddenly I yelled at you thinking of someone else I'm really so sorry ....you can take a leave for now if you don't feel good ".

" Mam.... please don't be sorry and... I'm good I won't take any leave today .. ". She said in a shivering tone .

I took the water bottle and passed the water for her . She gulped some water .

I spoke " Just relax and come to me after 10 mins okay ".

She tried to smile, nodded and left my cabin .

I'm gonna go crazy if I don't stop thinking about him I can't be rude to my employees due to my personal issues . I need some peace .

Just then I got a call it's from him ...

I turned off my phone and tried to not think about him .

All the day I tried to ignore his texts and calls ... I didn't had any glance of them and I muted him in my social media .

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