𝘛𝘦 𝘢𝘮𝘰, 𝘧𝘢𝘳𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘢 | 𝘙𝘐𝘎𝘌𝘓 𝘞𝘐𝘓𝘋𝘌

xii. love or infatuation?

love or infatuation?

'✭.<Rigel Wilde>.*•
Why is this so addicting but frustrating?

"We can be partners." I said, she looked at me confused before she began questioning me. "You play an instrument?" She said with a fond look. I nodded. "Piano." That's was made me perfect to parents at the grave. I always wowed by my ability to play the piano generously.

"Yeah if you want to do it with me. The only bad thing about it is how pissed off my parents would be." She sighed.

"Not unless they don't know about it. It could be our little secret." I explained, she smiled and agreed with the idea. "It's almost eight so we should head downstairs before Salma wakes up." Lenora grabbed my hand and we ran downstairs to the front door, where she immediately pushed me out to the porch and closing the door.

I heard a bit of mumbling so I was about to knock before Lenora opened the door, she was looking at me and my eyes drifted to the stairs, where I was Miss Margret? She was looking at me with her arms crossed looking down at me. I felt myself stop breathing, she shook her head in disapproval toward Lenora. "Come back home Rigel. You are not like the others. You are special."

I feel my head pounding, I feel dizzy and one more step I will fall to my knees. I don't have my medication and I'm in sincere pain. I blinked a couple times and I was back in the present. Lenora was standing there with a concerned face while the woman who I thought was Margret was there rubbing her eyes wearing rollers in her hair.

"Uhm, Rigel...are you okay? You seemed out of it." I nodded as I was still trying to adjust to reality and she turned around to face the woman who was coming down the stairs. "Salma this is Rigel. Rigel this is Salma." Lenora introduced. "Buon Giorno M'am, I'm Rigel...."

She walked closer to me touching my cut on my lip completely ignoring my greeting, "poor boy, did you not do anything for this." I looked over at Lenora who was standing there crossing her arms. I shook my head and grabbed me by the arm pulling me inside. "I will help you don't worry, and are you hungry? You probably are. Stay and have breakfast."

She closed the door behind me and I saw Lenora chuckling at me, the women guided me through the house where we all were in the kitchen. Lenora and I took a seat at the island together while Salma poured the two of us a glass of orange juice. I mumbled a thank you and Salma begun to cut some fruit.

"So Salma do you think Rigel can stay over tonight." Lenora asked as she tapped the sides of her glass, Salma looked over at her then at me with a raised eyebrow. "If you two share a room you guys won't have sex right? Or do any other physical thing with each other?" I feel myself choke in my juice and Lenora covered her face in embarrassment. "Don't give me that reaction, you kids are just horny teens."

"I can ensure you Salma we will not do anything." Lenora said, Salma shook her head and came over to us a bowl of fruit while she actually started cooking out the main meal. "I got some news that Christian Jewel, will be coming back from America."

Lenora scoffed and I looked at her confused. "Ex boyfriend?" I asked, she bursted out laughing and turned to face me. "I would rather poison myself than date that asshole." I saw Salma shake her head in disapproval while placing a tray of pancakes. "Did you bring any stuff with you, Rigel?" She asked...shit. I feel myself tense up until I feel Lenora's hand grab mine and speaking on my behalf. "He didn't have time to get stuff..."

"Don't worry, Rigel. I'll get you some clothes when I go run some errands. Now you two eat up." And we did, we ate and talked well Lenora was the one talking majority but once we were done eating breakfast Salma had gotten ready and left the house.

We sat there awkwardly silently before she spoke up. "Did you want to go for a swim?" Lenora asked, I looked at her while she pointed to the outside. There was a small pool and she got up waiting for me to follow after her. I saw her getting undressed and she had a bathing suit underneath her clothes. "Have you been wearing that the whole time?"

She nodded as she walked in slowly into the pool, I stood there watching her swim around, "aren't you going to come in?" I was hesitant, something about being in water gives me anxiety but since it's not that deep it should be fine. I undresssed until I was left in my boxers and getting into the water.

Lenora looked at me smiling while the cold water hit my skin, I could feel myself getting goosebumps. "It's not that bad, is it? She said while I was watching the water from her hair drip down her neck. "It's cold as fuck." She rolled her eyes as she brought her attention to my bottom lip. "Does it still hurt?" She asked. I shook my head and for what felt like forever we stayed that same position, her eyes stayed towards my lips as she finally moved closer towards each other and she laid her lips on mine.

They were cold but each movement made warmth, her hands held onto my face gently and i wrap my arms around her waist. We moved in harmony and nonetheless, it was something that was addicting. Each kiss was more and more passionate than the other.

Her hands loosen away from my face and one to my waist then to my hair, she brushed through my hair. My lips slowly trailed down to the soft spots below her jaw, I could feel myself nip at her skin and i brought to over her collarbone, her head tilted back as I heard her small breaths and noises escaping her lips, it gave me a wave of excitement but in my head I'm saying what the fuck are you doing. I brought myself back to her tender lips for she trailed her nails across my skin for each kiss.

Is all this pleasure that I'm willingly to get love? Or do I just like the idea that I'm getting what I want? Whatever it is the excitement is there.