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[TWO] - remastering

so i lowk kinda have a problem with remastering. 

my 5k book, we'll call it desire. desire is a book i wrote and i cringe at now. i really like how the plot is different, yk? it's not the same ass shit ( i talked about in my last chap) 

so because of that, i really don't want to discontinue it, and there are TONS of people who don't want me to, they want me to simply revamp it, or leave it the way it is.

& i would totally do that.

if only my writing didn't improve over time, and you could tell the difference, because trust me; you can.

last time i published a chapter of desire was probably like last may or some shit, and it's been a literal year and i havent updated. it kinda pissed some ppl off.

which im not rly concerned about my readers getting mad over that, it's just i cant read a chapter of desire without the urge to flush my fucking phone down the toilet at the public restroom at my local park, and stab my eyeballs out, and let my self fizz out on the floor.

i swear it makes me wanna kms, those chapters.

also, that book is just such a fucking drag, like the first ( idk im pretty sure ive published around ) 40 chapters and its literally so slow. like we're not even taking slow burn slow, it's just so irrelevant, like there's no plot significance in it, so it just confuses me how people actually like reading ts with over-detail. 

so yeah, i mean i considered the idea of reconstructing the book because i still had cute headcannons for the oc & miles, but i never got around to it because like i said in my last misc chapter, i'm writing 3 books right now. one of which is supposed to have a sequel.

im sooo overwhelmed, i mean my school year ends this upcoming wednesday, so i'll definitely have more time for this book over my summer break, however i have a trip im going on for 2 weeks and on top of that my parents signed me up for some bullshit ass math & english summer school classes that lowk got me FUCKKKED UPPPP.

like i dont need the engligh bru ur just wasting your time but whatev.

well now im gonna go cause im not tryna have y'all read my entire brainspace of a book for no fucking reason at all, y'all prob don't even know what the books are.

(i'd never tell u 🙈)

kisses, love u guys 4ever 💋