[EIGHT] - stressing tf out

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guys i honestly wanna write a miles fairchild ( finn ) fic on this account now.

like i talked about it sooo much & it makes me wanna write one, but it would stress me out even moreeee 😭 

so im gonna try & not be stupid AF and just stick to my own accounts that i won't give away, cause being fr; yall are just gonna find miles fics you like & read them, so it frankly doesnt make much of a difference if i told you or not.

i know i make like shitless sense rn, and thats okay <3

im confused as hell with my writing & im gonna probably remaster my desire book, because i have like tons of cute ideas for it, but then i also DONT wanna go re-writing that bs when i have 3 books im working on for my popular account.

like i genuinely am on the verge of deleting everything, even though my popular account / platform is at its fucking peak right now.

like we're talking 4 exhibits:

exhibit a: 200-250 followers

exhibit b: my books have at tons of interactions comments, followers, readers, etc. ) 

exhibit c: my followers are actually interactive / comment on my msg board, ttm on socials, are interested in my book & shit like that.

exhibit d: all my best ideas for books are written on that account.

so yeah, in a sense there's tons of reasons i'd rather publish my ideas/works on that account, because strategically speaking; they are wayyy more likely to get recognized on there than any other account i own. 

assuming this account doesn't blow up bcs of the literal screwshit bs i post on this account. like i honestly feel like there's no fucking point to posting an actual fic on here, since i just complain about how much shit i have on my plate, and then adding to it.

tm thats just hella stupid smh. 💀 

but yeah thats my lil rant for tdy ✌️ 

ly yall <3


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