I'm trying to find love in this world so cruel
My heart barren and cold is my soul
What I did to have to walk this path
Through fire and blood, the spark to the match
Oh but what I would do to see that smile
And the way you always find me from a mile
You awoken things in me I thought long gone
Now I am lost again without your song
Your eyes captivating my gaze so right
And the way the fire within became so bright
Your touch so gentle and sweet
And our connected souls since we met
The way you make me feel I can't explain
It's a feeling of knowing and pain
But the way you spin me through the night
Dancing to our favourite songs under the moonlight
As we keep going in circles out of reach
Never knowing how to break this breach
Now tired of the pain and the bullshit
Stop the cycle, stop the hurting and just admit
But there is no place for me like home
Except the feeling in your arms, so warm
I don't know what to do or how to act
All these overwhelming energy makes me sad
If I'm a good girl, I get well rewarded
Like I'm a doll at your fingertips to be treated
If I push back and try to leave the exitement
I'm lost and feel like I'm receiving punishment
But as our feelings remain ever changing
We will stay awake all night, just slow dancing
YOU ARE READING
The recovery
PoetryThis is a collection of my poetry that I am writing during my depression, some are very dark and some are happy memories. I am going to try to publish every day
