Silent longing

Jace

As I sat there holding her hand in the backseat of Jeremiah's car I whispered in her ear boldly I leaned in hoping she's thinking what I am. When we arrived at jakes house you could practically feel the air thumps from his house. Ally looked at me , as I got the door for her nervously she and I met eyes"jace I'm a little worried about going in"
I responded with, don't worry we don't need to go inside if you want we can go back to your house and hangout in your room" she looked at me a bit of comfort. "She then said yea okey let's go I didn't expect this many people to be here".

I went inside jakes house to find Jeremiah and tell him we need his car and when he wants to come back to his place we'll just pick him up. I looked upstairs in ,bedrooms I wish I hadn't but just when I started to lose hope I saw him surrounded by a group of jocks and cheerleaders.

All of them are stuck up so why is he with them??he's not like them anymore , or so I though as I went up to him he was so drunk. I just searched his pockets and got the keys I looked back at him and felt bad I couldn't leave him there those guys are all fun and games till someone calls the cops.

I went back and grasped his shirt and said come on we're leaving now!. After all he's ally's brother I wasn't gonna just leave him there I care too much about not only her but him too. I threw him in the back because he was a mess I couldn't have him in the front, Ally then got in the front stepping on the middle console Jeremiah then murmured something as he passed out. Alley I started to say,"when we get back to your place let's watch something together yea or no". "Well I would love to which one do you want to watch, oh oh let me guess your favorite movie ratatouille".

Yes I wanna watch that it's too good I know what they are gonna say before they actually say the words.I then started to play my song as we both stole glances from one another.

Heavenly by cigarettes after s*x started to play we finally made it back to her house and before she was about to get out of the car I said wait there's one more thing I wanna try I leaned in close as our eyes met for the last time as we kissed my heart racing it was so loud I could hear it and she pulled away slowly and said I've been wanting that all night. I couldn't breathe and I couldn't even think of anything to say besides saying,"I think we should get him inside". As I watched the smile on her face fade away.

I got out of the car as the wind blew and brushed my hair my shirt lifting up against me I rushed to get Jeremiah I threw him over my shoulder and snuck in through ally's window,I walked to his bedroom and placed him on his bed. I walked out and shut the door behind me I looked at my phone as I crossed the hallway to enter to ally's room it was already!! 3:00am I realized I should just tell ally that I should be going and if I should just walk home but then I saw her when I entered her room.

There she was sitting on her bed with a candle lit looking so beautiful I walked over to her ,closing the door. She said " I wanna watch something come sit down" I couldn't resist so I sat down next to her on her bed with a blanket shared over us.