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Your alarm clock wakes you up, when you stare at the mirror it, you look more horrible than you thought you would.

After last night you cried yourself to sleep, you woke up this morning with eyes so swollen that you can barely see. Your face is very red,

You wash your face and wear a mask, sneakily you leave the home without your mother seeing you.

You stop at a unimart and get yourself some cup noodles. You have not appetite but you still want to avoid acidity.

The whole night you were thinking about how he said you were gross, how you didn't even looked that good. You know you don't look that good, you average but before he said it, it never occurred to you that you didn't look good

You've always been satisfied with his you looked, and about how he said you've always got food in your face? He's not very wrong, now that you are eating, noodles and the broth are all over your face.

You wipe your face and you step out of the convenience store

"Y/N" you hear, you don't look behind

You know that's Toha on his bicycle, he stops in front you

"You look horrible, " he says pulling your mask low

"Thanks, I know" you mutter bitterly

"Hold on, what happened?" He asks

"Nothing" you mutter

"Yeah and you think I'm  Dora The Blindbipolar ?" He asks but you stay shut

"I'm going to break all the limbs of that Gayden" he says

"No, stop" you tug on his tee shirt

" So tell me what happened?" He says,

Yes he is blackmailing you

"Let's go to the store, let's not talk about it here" you say pulling him

"Uh huh" he agrees, snatching your bag from you as he slings it over his vacant shoulder

He gets you your favorite vanilla ice screen which is also the one he hates and gets himself a dark chocolate cone which you for one, cannot bring yourself to even taste. It's too bitter!

"Now tell who I have to peal the skin off of?" He says biting into his ice cream very causally.

He's always been like that, with no sensitivity in his teeth he always bites on the ice cream.

You can never do that even once in your life given your hypersensitivity even in your teeth, you get a brain freeze from liking the ice cream

"It's that boyfriend of your right?" He asks

"We broke up" you say

"That's good new but why did you cry so bad your eyes look like water balloons, you look like a pi- your face is very swollen" he says, you know he wanted to say pig

"He didn't say anything to me but I overheard him on the phone, he wasn't interested in me. Only mh body and he thinks I'm gross so he lost his interest" You say

"You are gross- but that is no reason to break up and he's even more gross to just try to date for your body. " Toha says

"And we're all gross, he's not very clean either. He looks like he snots weed every night after 9" he says

You stay silent

"It's all my mistake, I shouldn't have given him your number at all. I should've known, the kind of hobos he walks with proves well enough he is in"

"It's not your fault, it's my fault" you say

"He says I get food around my face " you say

"That's not a problem and that's none of his business " Toha says handing you napkin

He purposely smothers his lips and nose with his chocolate ice cream

"Look at me, I've got food around me too. Do I look gross?" He ask

You shake your head as a no

"You've got some ice cream here" he points and you nose

You wipe it off, see, Ayden wasn't wrong

"Now give me your phone" he says

You hand him,

He didn't see what ehs doing until he says it

"Now promise me, you're not unblocking that cleanfreak" he says making his palm over beside yours

You contemplate for a moment before putting your palm on his

"Promise" you say

"Now let's go to the classes, you Mr. Maverick is waiting" he snickers

"Mr. Maverick- ?" You stare at him, how do you know?

" Don't you write a fanfictions on him where he is a pornstar?" He ask

"Bj- not that and I don't write it anymore. It's weird" you say

"About time we come to senses" he chortles

You laugh with him

"Now sit, and carry you sh¡t "  he hands you your bag as you sit behind his cycle

"And don't cry again or I'll throw you off of my bicycle" he warns

"I won't" you say

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"Good morning classe, you schedule had been pinned on the bulletin board. Take a look after the class" Mr. Kim says

He's on the first period today. You dare not meet your eyes up to his, you can sense him glancing at you again. But you look ridiculous and dong want him to stare at you.

You keep your head low and just follow his voice

"Please pay more attention to the chapters from 5.4 to  7.9 from" he says

And you note it down

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All of the classes melt away, you didn't pay attention to anything after math. Everything seems too tasteless today, everything seems too vile. Life seems vile, you seem vile. Too tasteless for anyone to like, or hate-

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You drag yourself to Mr. Kim's house after the classes

You bang your fists lightly against the wooden door, you only hurt you fist and don't make much noise. You're feeling too tired today

You just ring the bell instead

Mr. Kim unlocks the door for you and moves aside for you do get in.

You slowly drag your feet to the table.

He sister in front of you as usual.

You don't want to look at him at this moment. You might end up spilling all your secrets if your lock eyes with him.

"Do you want to talk about it?" He asks and your eyes lock at his, that's when you know it's end games for you

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"Do you want to talk about it?" He asks and your eyes lock at his, that's when you know it's end games for you

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