(zy'lani's pov)
I woke up to liyah's loud ass music playing. I flipped over to find my phone and I looked at my phone It was 10:30.
I seen some text messages from Ari and Toni.
'Toni🩷 - LANII WAKE UPP
' Ariii💋- RIGHTT GIRL GET UPP
me- sorry yall but wsp?
'Toni🩷- we finna make you ass get out that house thats wspp 😝
'Ari💋- oms we got invited to this lil kick back !
me- soo are yall asking me to come or demanding
'Toni🩷- fuck asking you dont get a choice in this😂😂
'Ari💋- we gon come get you at 8:30
me- I cant just leave liyah and shes not going .
'Toni🩷 - we can drop her off at my mamas house she can kick it w my sister for the night
me- alr that works ill talk to yall later i got things to get done love yall
'Ari💋 and 'Toni🩷 hearted your message
I hopped out the bed and walked to the bathroom and brushed my teeth and washed my face.
I wanted to pick out something simple but cute since I rarely leave the house.
I chose a simple black dress and some ricks with a black and white jacket.
I took a shower and used my sol de Janeiro body wash and my strawberry sugar scrub after I shaved.
I put my hair in a bun and went to see if liyah is up.
"Aye liyah are u up?" I said standing by her door.
" I am now." she said with her sleepy voice.
"My bad I thought you would be up by now but Im going out with Ari and Toni later so you gon go chill with toni's sister." I said.
" why can't I go?" she said opening her door.
"Girl you are not going with me you mind as well let it go." I said laughing as I was walking to the kitchen.
" Have you heard from mama" liyah said pinching her arm.
" No I havent i'll let you know if I do." I said.
I feel guilty that liyah has to miss out on the mother daughter experiences that I know she wants and needs. I try my best but I'm not her mother.
Our mother got admitted to the oak grove recovery center 2 years ago. She is an addict and was absent most of liyahs life. so it wasn't anything new to me when I got full custody when I turned 18 6 months ago.
I decided to sit on the couch because I rarely eat breakfast and after that i'm not hungry.
I turned on the Tv for the news channel to pop up first. Another shooting. Its nothing new theres one every week probably every damn day. I need to get liyah out of here she deserves to see the world.
I opened instagram to scroll through and I seen bullet pop up on my screen.
I scrolled through each of his pictures, he has a beautiful smile but he wears his bottom grills a lot.
