Till Thee End Of Times

Chapter 04

Staring at the clock ticking towards the time Meredith told her the birthday surprise was about to start in Miranda moved slowly in her closet looking for shoes she could put on. Honestly she was tired and didn't feel like going but Callie had to beg her to come let her hair down for once and enjoy herself. It wasn't like her life wasn't perfect I mean she has a loving , caring and supporting husband and a lovely little boy that's the light of her life. There was nothing she lacked beside having to work hard for her orgasms whenever they decide to be intimate with her husband. She still felt bad for not telling him about sleeping with Ben but then it was understandable in her mind because no one knows how he would react to this whole thing. He preaches about commitment in marriages , communication, loyalty and honesty.

How would it look like to the church?? They are preaching what they themselves cannot do. Everything was overwhelmed with avoiding the man she suddenly started craving and wanting after their session in his office. She would see him walking around the hospital looking all good and sexy but she couldn't bring herself to face him. They needed to talk and honestly she wasn't ready for that because she knew the moment they did? Secretes will be revealed , hearts will be broken and she was not ready for all of that. The church is starting to do well itself being recognized and what will the media say? She didn't need scandal life now.

"These days you zoning out a lot like something is bothering you. Are you okay??" Her husband Tucker asked. He has been observing her a lot lately cos she seemed off and sometimes would lash out which she didn't do most unless something was bothering her. He had also noticed that she has started taking her OCD pills again.

"Just stressed about work nothing to worry about honey" she replied not even glancing at the man. She knew he could read her from just looking at her eyes.

"Ohh well you want to talk about it when you come back from your friends birthday? Or maybe tomorrow since it's your day off?" Tucked asked.

"Yeah maybe tomorrow. I should get going. Make sure you lock the door please and check on Tuck. I will see you guys later" she said to her husband caressing his check bringing him close to her standing on her toes to perk his lips. Tucker held her by her small weist bringing her close to his body deepening their kiss with him asking for entrance they backed up till they fall on the bed. Miranda let him in her mouth and they tongues flicked and chased each other for dominance. Finally giving up to her husband who's hands were brushing and squeezing her ass she let out a moan.

Breaking apart for air they stared into each other's eyes with lust and hunger not one saying a word to each. " Maybe I should stay and we can finish what we starting" Miranda voiced perking his lips again.
"No Miranda I think you should go I don't want Callie to come here saying am making you not spend time with them. She asked me to make sure you leave this house and am not about to make you stay plus our day is tomorrow. You know I hate it when we don't follow God's timetable." He said to his wife who looked annoyed already by what he was saying.

Miranda got off him and fixed her dress and hair. She clicked her teeth took her small bag with accessories she needed for the night , turned to face her husband she said goodbye and he held her hand. "Please don't be mad Baby. I will make it worth it tomorrow" he smiled at her like his words were making any difference. This is also one of the reasons she let her ex pound into her the other day. With Tucker everything had to be strictly church tradition. Sex three days a week or sometimes when he's happy the church is prospering four times a week with weak orgasms. Pulling herself out of her evil thoughts she left to Meredith and Derek's house.

Arriving at Meredith and Derek's house she parked her car taking a gift she bought for her friend and getting out to lock it she headed inside a buzzing high sound music house. She knocked and was let in by one of her friends Teddy. "Ohh Bailey I thought you weren't coming??" She said surprised.
"Well I was bored and I couldn't turn down an invitation stating bourbon will be served" she said to the tall woman and they both laughed. Teddy lead her to the table where all the girls were sitted and went to get her a glass of bourbon with shots for herself and others three shots each. They talked and mingled with each other enjoying themselves.