My attacks don't follow the script/Is the car running today? (NP)

Chapter 42

　　I stood in the courtyard and looked up at the sky. The moon tonight is full and bright, just like the night Qin Ting and I had the night party. Should I go? I asked myself.

　　Chen Jue should know what is going on between me and Qin Tingying. I don't know why he is so generous and allows me to see Qin Tingying. I thought for a moment and finally went out to Qin's house.

　　At this moment, the door to Qin Tingying's home was closed. I knocked lightly a few times and waited for a long time before someone came to open the door.

　　"Mr. Xu, why are you here?" The old housekeeper of Qin House opened the door.

　　"Uncle Qin, I'm here to visit Mr. Qin." I explained my purpose of coming.

　　"This..." Qin Bo paused for a while and said in a serious voice: "Master Xu, please come back. My master is still unconscious."

　　"Let me take a look at him, okay?" I said hurriedly.

　　"Sorry, you'd better wait until my adults wake up before coming back." Uncle Qin rejected me.

　　I walked to the back door of Qin's house and looked at the wall of Qin's house. Well, it's not too high. I stepped back a certain distance, stepped up on the wall, and took a closer look at the courtyard. I saw no one was walking around outside, so I jumped down.

　　I walked all the way to Qin Tingying's bedroom and pushed the door softly. I opened Qin Tingying's curtain and he was lying quietly on the bed. I could only hear his weak breathing. His charming peach blossom eyes were tightly closed at the moment, and his beautiful thin lips were chapped and turned white.

　　I held his hand, and my heart was suddenly filled, and the previous feeling of emptiness completely disappeared. It turned out that, unknowingly, he occupied my heart.

　　"Qin Tingying, I'm back." I said hoarsely.

　　But he couldn't hear it and lay here motionless. I lifted his quilt and found that he had an abdominal injury. The wound must be very deep, it has been several days and there is still blood oozing from it.

　　I gently covered him with the quilt and reached out to trace his handsome face.

　　"Qin Tingying, when will you wake up? I have no patience, I can't wait long..." My heart seemed to be held by an invisible hand, and I couldn't breathe. I have been through ninety-nine missions and am far stronger than others. But now, my vision is blurry and tears are pouring out of my eyes.

　　"Don't cry." He moved his fingers and scratched my palm.

　　"Qin Tingying! You're awake!" I quickly wiped away my tears and looked at him in surprise.

　　He struggled to open his eyes and looked at me: "A Xing, don't cry."

　　"I'm not crying." I quickly denied it and asked him again: "How do you feel? I'm going to call the doctor. " No

　　, I shouldn't die." He twitched the corners of his mouth and showed a familiar smile.

　　"What are you talking about?" I was irritated by his nonchalant attitude.

　　"Master Xu, did something happen again in the court?" He changed the subject.

　　"No." I shook my head.

　　He turned to look out the window and said to me: "It's getting late. You should go back. Be careful on the road."

　　"Why should I go back?" I said stubbornly.

　　"Why don't you go back?" he asked me.

　　If I go back, will you risk your life and death and dedicate everything to the people's livelihood and the country? I didn't say anything, I just looked into his eyes and made eye contact with him. I still found his affection for me from his dim eyes. That day he said he wouldn't wait for me, which was all a lie.

　　"Qin Tingying, that's not what I meant when I said regret that night..." I decided to cut my heart open and show it to him.

　　"Master Xu, it's time for you to go." He interrupted me and closed his eyes.

　　"Qin Tingying, I don't regret saying 'My heart is like your heart', nor do I regret going through the clouds/rains with you." I didn't care, "everything I said today is sincere."

　　"A Xing , stop talking." He looked pained.

　　"What's wrong? Are you feeling uncomfortable?" I asked him hurriedly.

　　"Ah Xing, now that you've left, don't look back." He said decisively.

　　Since I had made up my mind to see him, I naturally would not back down easily.

　　"Qin Tingying, look at me!" I said coldly.

　　He opened his eyes, but didn't look at me.

　　"Say it again... say it again, and I'll leave..." My voice choked.

　　"In that case..." Before he could finish his words, I blocked his lips. I kissed him hard and vented all my worries and fears. I backed out before he could push me.

　　"Qin Tingying, I'm looking for you back, you are not allowed to leave." I said arrogantly.

　　He looked at me and said nothing.

　　"Or do you think my heart is too dirty and you don't want me?" I felt a little bitter in my heart. I really couldn't give him undivided love, so it was only natural that he would despise me.

　　He sighed deeply, stretched out his hand to cover mine, and said helplessly: "What are you thinking about?"