I'm just sitting in school, in maths and it is so boring well I'm Liyah wonder that actually is kinda funny because liyah means wonder and I'm 13 my twin nidal is also 13 then my big sister she is 14 my big brother is 20 and my other brother is 21. I love em all but I think my favorite's nidal but I would never admit that, but like how could he not be my favorite he literally is my twin. I love doing make up with Jiji she is the best I love her. And omg nidal has a girl best friend and they are like so cute like bro they are cute jiji and I want them to date but they always say they are "just friends" like bro for sure you are.
"Liyah are you listening?" "Yes" "well then you can answer my question can't you?" Omg I hate her obviously I wasn't listening. "No sorry I can't" "then you have to listen" "yes I know" "why are you not doing it then" "I'm sorry. Can't she just shut her stupid mouth" I was whispering to myself. "What did you just say Liyah?" "What nothing." "Go to the principals office." "Fine"
"So and why are you here and what's your name?" "My names Liyah and I was send her cause I said something rude to my teacher" "and why?" "Cause she.. I don't know." "Okay so I'm gonna have to call your parents Liyah" "okay" so I waited till my dad was at the school we had a quick talk with the principal about how it's not okay to talk back to the teacher and it's not okay to say rude stuff." It was the last lesson so I can go home now. When I was in the car my dad just said that it's not okay and that it should stop but wasn't to bad I think.
Now I am just sitting in my room watching TikTok and stuff but I think I'm gonna explain to you how I'm a little different from my whole family, so basically I'm not owning a YouTube account or something, I was like in some videos of jiji and nidal or Jordan but I think it just isn't really my thing to be on camera I'm actually a little camera shy. And the second thing is that I'm not a really good flipper I can do like a front flip on the trampoline but that's it. I have to admit that I am really jealous of like basically my whole family, cause they can all flip and nidal is so good and he knows that he is good. He also knows that I'm jealous and I wish I could flip like him so he always teases me, but he also offered me a few lessons of flipping but I like don't want him to feel like he is the better twin, Cause I am. I sometimes think I was born into the wrong family cause they are like all the opposite of me, well not in everything but in most of the things. One of the things we share is rollercoasters I love them and nidal also likes them so that's one thing or jiji and I love doing makeup and stuff. But I also have to admit I don't have many friends even if that sounds weird cause my family is so "famous" I feel like people don't really like me, I just look arrogant, but I am not absolutely not. My family does not know I feel like it cause I don't know if they would judge me I don't think so but you can never be sure.
Knock knock. Jiji comes in. "Hey do you want to film a video?" "I don't know, do you think we should?" "Yeah sure, I would want to film a video of me doing makeup on you or you on me" "okay I think we should do it here." So we do the video and jiji is doing make up on me. "So how does it look with boys Liyah?" "Well not so good, the boys from my class are weird." "Hmm, I think we should go look for a boy for you. Who would be good maybe we can ask nidal if he has a friend that he thinks could like you." "A friend of nidal? Nidal does not have any friends except for Salish, they are so cute I wish I would have someone like nidal in my life." "Well you have nidal in your life." "Jehan not like nidal I would want a friendship like Salish and nidal have, you know. But I think you can't find that anywhere they are so special." "Do you ship em as a couple or as best friends" "obviously as a couple they are soo cute together" "right?" We just talked a bit about boys out of jijis life and about Salish and nidal. Then we were finished and jehan left.
Now I was just watching TikTok it is a little weird when you like are on your Fy Paige and your brothers just randomly show up. Or jehan I think jiji is the most beautiful woman on this planet I mean have you looked at her she is so damn beautiful. My brothers are also not bad like there my brothers I can't say they look good but there not ugly. I think I know why I'm camera shy I just don't feel beautiful next to my siblings I don't know if they feel the same but I don't think they do. If you see me I'm not beautiful compared to them and whether you believe it or not that is making my life a lot harder. I think I'm very insecure but nobody knows cause I don't have friends to talk to and I can't open myself to my parents or my siblings. Maybe someday I will open up to my siblings. Speaking of my siblings I haven't been around nidal for the whole day I think it's time to annoy him a bit.
"Noodleee?" I said and placed my self on his bed. "Whatttt?" "Nothing."I giggled like it was funny. "That was't really funny but okay" "yeah nidal I know. What are you doing?" "Texting" "with who" "none of your business." "Nidaall, show me" "no" "why are you hiding something?" "No" "then show me" I stood up and grabbed his phone. "Liyah!, give me back my phone." "No" "yes or I'm gonna call neshan" "say me what you're hiding" "I'm not hiding anything" "I'm gonna look" I looked at his phone and his last chat was with... Salish? "NESHAN LIYAH IS NOT GIVING ME MY PHONE" "shut up" "you shut up" "why did you save Salish with a red heart?" "It's a friends red heart" 'yeah sure nidal, you do like her don't you" "Liyah just shut the fuck up" "sorry not sorry it isn't a crime to like a girl nidal" "I don't like her maybe your just jealous" "me? Jealous of you? Never." I know damn well that I am jealous of him. "Yes you because you don't have a best friend like Salish well you don't have any friends." Why would he say that? "Why would you say that?" "Cause it is the truth" he is never like this does he not know that it hurts my feelings? "Nidal, I hate you!" "I hate you to you are a terrible twin!" "You know what I hate you so much I wish you would get hit by a car or something and you are also a terrible brother!" "Fuck you" I said and made my way to my room I saw neshan standing at the door. I just walked past him into my room and slammed the door.
It is now midnight I skipped dinner cause I didn't feel like it, I also feel really bad cause how could I wish him a car accident. I'm gonna apologize tomorrow after school or something, but he also really hurt me. How could he say that. I know he does not know that this affects me that much but maybe a little I mean he is my twin he should feel what I feel
