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𝟙𝟡 || 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈𝐟...

It was lunch break, and Chan had decided to take him out for that.

After knowing his feelings towards the older, anything they do makes his heart flutter and he wants to admit those feelings 100% and be able to confess.

But he knows that Chan won't like him as a partner since the older doesn't treat him differently from the others.

He's known to be a big flirt but Chan doesn't flirt with him, he also gets so touchy to the person who's interested in but yet, Jeongin wanted to be touched by him but the older is drawing the friendship line around them that causes him to feel more ashamed of those feelings.

Jeongin:“why do I have to like him out of all people...”

He muttered that under his mouth but the older was just right before him and heard something behind him so he turned around to the younger and checked on him.

Chan:“you okay there doll? We can go somewhere else if you would like”

Jeongin looked up with wide eyes not wanting to seem like he isn't enjoying his time with the older and the time of them being together.

He shook his head refusing that idea.

Jeongin:“no hyung, I wanna be with you”

The way he said that made the older froze in his place and look at Jeongin with mixed emotions not really knowing why his heart started fluttering out of nowhere upon what the younger claimed.

It made him smile, a little smirk in the corner of his lips liking how Jeongin is acting so adorably attractive right now.

But Chan needs to know his limits, he can't make a move on jeongin let alone like him because he saw him as an adorable younger friend despite the fact that he finds himself drawn into his cuteness.

Chan:“then let me buy you your favorite food?”

He kind of makes it sound like he's offering to buy him lunch and at the same time he's asking the younger which food he would prefer since he doesn't know that little detail and is excited to learn that.

Jeongin:“BURGERS!! Can we have burgers, channie-hyung??”

He exclaimed in happiness, started forming around his eyes while a wide smile never left his lips and all that made Chan gulped again since he couldn't handle this cute side of him.

He wants to hold him, make him smile like this more, shower him with affection and gifts, call him with pet names and kiss him so badly.

It is so weird for Chan to not have any sexual thoughts towards Jeongin despite being horny 24/7.

Chan:“of course we can! Then let go to the nearest burger restaurant and have lunch there”

He said holding Jeongin's hand intentionally but then realized what he was doing which caused him to shove his hands away from the younger's hold and looked at him with a worried expression not wanting to seem needy for his touch.

Chan was about to apologize for the clumsy act and to try to explain that he didn't mean to do that without the younger's constant but what he didn't expect is Jeongin holding his hand again.

Jeongin:“why did you let go? You are taking me to have lunch right? Then lead the way”

Chan couldn't understand why he was blushing... Yes! BLUSHING and not just a basic red hue... the guy was a straight up tomato.

The lead guitarist can't take control of his heartbeats that are going so fast and felt the time stop looking at Jeongin smiling his adorable dimple smiling with his braces shining against the light making his smile very magical.

Chan(💭):«what if...i am looking at jeongin in a certain way which isn't like the previous ones...what if I what if I—»

The freshman saw how his hyung spaced out after holding his hand again which caused his heart to ache knowing that Chan wasn't liking their skin ship that they are sharing.

Jeongin:“hyung, are you okay? don't you want us to hold hands?”

He was about to let go but Chan tightened his hold around his hand and made him look at him right in the eyes.

Chan:“I thought YOU didn't want us to hold hands?”

Jeongin shook his head very quickly as he stepped closer to the oldest planning to say the opposite thing.

He likes him and he wants to feel his skin more, his hands, his arms, his fingers, his lips... Jeongin was just in his crushing phase.

Jeongin(blushing):“what? of course not!! I lo— I mean like receiving pda from you”

Chan just blinked confused at what he said.

Chan:“p-pda?”

Jeongin found himself getting more flustered the more they got through this conversation but he couldn't find himself to stop.

Jeongin:“affection hyung...like hugging you or you putting your arms around my shoulders or touching my fingers while you teach me the guitar...I— *blushing* ohh my god”

He put his hands on his face embarrassed of what he was saying and Chan was just speechless thinking of how he should avoid saying something without hurting the younger's feelings.

Since he knows by now that he wants that too.

Chan:“let's just play along that you didn't say that and not let it ruin a good time enjoying delicious burgers, okay?”

Jeongin:“yes please”