Betrayal- Taekook ff

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In Jungkook's room

Jungkook glanced at Taehyung, his expression unreadable. He knew Taehyung was suffering, but he also knew that he deserved every ounce of pain he was feeling. The betrayal wasn't much forgotten, yet why his heart isn't angry at him, why?

He couldn't help but feel a twinge of anger towards Taehyung in his mind, even though he knew it wasn't fair. They both were all hurting in their own ways.

The days passed, and Taehyung remained silent, still grieving for his unborn baby. Jungkook couldn't bring himself to be too harsh on him, though.

He knew that Taehyung was going through a difficult time, and he didn't want to make things worse. So, he took care of him subtly; he'd bring him his favorite food, make sure he was comfortable.

It was a delicate balance, trying to show his support without giving Taehyung the impression that everything was okay. Jungkook wanted him to know that he was there for him, even though he couldn't bring himself to say the words out loud.

He didn't want to lie, but he also didn't want Taehyung to think that everything was going to be alright. It wasn't. Not yet.

Next morning, Taehyung woke up all groggy, since the time he was brought here he hadn't come out of Jungkook's room. He didn't know why Jungkook brought him here, is it to punish him?

Because all he was feeling was pain, even more pain when he saw her. Taehyung sat up on the bed and stared at the window, his face void of any emotion.

Her words were singing in his head and all he wondered to himself, what did he do to her? All he did was love her son with all his heart.

Jungkook who just finished bathing, came out and noticed Taehyung looking so lost and pale. He sighed as he left the room to bring breakfast for Taehyung. He didn't feel like eating at all. Appetite long gone.

"Here, eat." Jungkook said as he placed the plate onto the bed with a glass of water on the bed stand.

Instead of taking the plate Taehyung grumbled out a few words. "Why a-am I here?"

It was a simple question, but why does it give Jungkook a hard time to find answers. So, he chose to stay quiet. And Taehyung couldn't help but tear up, he felt suffocated by the way they became. So distant.

He was brought out of trance when Jungkook nudged the plate towards him, letting out a few hurtful words he thought he would never hear from him.

"Stay here for few days while you heal; consider this as a small gesture of sympathy. You already left once taking all of my feelings with you, taking some sympathy, is no big deal."

With that said Jungkook got up to leave but Taehyung caught his hand, he wasn't going to give up, he wont let the hate he saw in Jungkook eyes break more than he already was.

"I don't w-want your fucking pity. Let me g-go, please it's for your-r own good." Taehyung begged as he sobbed, he really felt as if he had will to live anymore.

Hiding his hurt Jungkook mustered up himself and looked at Taehyung who is all broken, he wished he could kiss away all his pain and hug telling him he is here. But are they on the same page as before?

"It wasn't a request, Taehyung. I am not even surprised at how quickly you want to get away from me." Jungkook chuckles bitterly as pulls his hands out of Taehyung's hold and locks the door.

Taehyung didn't know how long he was locked in the room put he could have guessed as dinner was not too long dropped by the cook of Jeons house, she showed him a little sympathy and left again.

Sympathy was all he was receiving in this house.

It had been hours later when he saw Jungkook coming back from work, not even greeting him but heads straight for the bathroom.

Why would he Taehyung? You broke him, didn't you? He thought to himself as cried himself to sleep again. Jungkook who finished bathing passed Taehyung a glance who seemed to be sleeping before he heads downstairs for dinner.

After an hour or so he heads up back only to see Taehyung rocking himself in a fetus position, holding onto his stomach muttering a few words to himself.

Jungkook quickly rushes to his side and takes him into his arms without even thinking. "Shh, its ok love. Everything's fine, hmm. Take deep breaths, it's all a dream."

Pulling Taehyung closer with his head and tucking him in his neck. His heart was stinging with pain as he focused on comforting Taehyung.

"J-jungkook, o-our b-baby, I want o-our baby, where i-is she? Is she angry w-with m-me?"

Taehyung sobs out nuzzling his wet cheeks on Jungkook's neck seeking some warmth. He didn't realize what he said was making Jungkook go numb in his hold.

Did Taehyung just say our baby? Was it a girl? All these thoughts made his stomach churn. It can't be true, Jungkook thought, but all the signs were there. "Calm d-down love, you aren't healed as yet." Jungkook says holding Taehyung closer to his chest, his heart hammering at all realization laid before him.

"Y-you left us all a-alone, you're so b-bad. Baby and I missed y-you so much but you didn't come. But how would you, w-when you didn't know" Taehyung cries harder as he hits Jungkook with his hands.

And Jungkook with all the revelation felt nothing, no pain whatsoever but the tears that began to fall is the proof that he didn't need evidence anymore.

Why did he even doubt in the first place? Where was the trust? Why didn't he put more effort into searching for his love. At this point he felt he deserved nothing, not even Taehyung.

It felt like a bucket of cold water drenched him when he realized both of them had lost their child, his princess. The unborn child he was a bit tinge angry at. Jungkook shudders as he tries once again to comfort Taehyung. "Its ok love, I'm here, I am so sorry, so sorry love." Jungkook says as he kisses Taehyung's forehead, rocking both of them gently as he caressed the side of Taehyung stomach.

Taehyung who needs warmth, tightens his arms around Jungkook, nuzzling his nose against Jungkook's cheeks humming as he hears Jungkook singing their favorite song, still with you.

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