Betrayal- Taekook ff

5.

Once Taehyung fell asleep, Jungkook quietly left for the balcony. "W-why me? What h-have I done?" Jungkook cries in realization as holds onto the rails. To make it more somber the rain began to fall hiding his tears.

"My princess, oh g-god." Jungkook fell to his knees hitting the ground with his fists. No physical pain was felt except the one throbbing in his heart. All he kept thinking was where Taehyung was all these months. He surely did punish to take care of his health.

"W-why didn't I look for him a little longer, why?" He gasps for breath as plunges his fist onto the ground. By now it was bleeding, but he didn't care, he deserved it.

All these actions were witnessed by Taehyung who felt the lack of warmth and decided to get up, he thought Jungkook probably had gone downstairs. He kept a hand onto his mouth to muffle his sobs seeing Jungkook's state.

He knew Jungkook, he wouldn't believe that he left just like that, and he was a shock also to know Jungkook searched for him too, all along he thought Jungkook didn't look for him.

In his heart he somehow knew Jungkook would believe his mom. Afterall his mom was there with him since birth and even when Jungkook's father had left them. She was all he had.

So, he didn't hold any grudge towards Jungkook at all, he just felt the need to cry everything out, the anger of Jungkook not searching for him dissipating slowly.

He decided to leave Jungkook alone, he needed to get the hurt out of his chest. So, he left and crawled back in bed and cried himself to sleep. It's what both of them had been doing for the past months.

Later, when Jungkook felt the need to stop crying, he entered the bedroom to change his wet clothes, he already noticed Taehyung was sleeping.

When he was finished, he silently sleeps into the warmth of the blanket and scoots closer to Taehyung. He bunches up his shirt to reveal the little scar from the miscarriage, then reluctantly lies lower to rest his head closer to Taehyung's tummy.

"It's all my fault, I couldn't protect you princess. Dada is so bad, he failed t-to p-protect you and Mumma." Jungkook stutters as whispers not to disturb Taehyung's sleep but who is going to tell him that Taehyung was awake since the time he laid there.

"I should've tried h-harder princ- "Jungkook own words were broken as he began to cry, his arms wrapped softly around Taehyung's tummy. He nuzzles Taehyung's stomach to gain comfort and who was Taehyung to ignore that.

At one point, it was neither Jungkook's nor his fault but of them were foolish then which caused them their unborn, unfortunately. When he thought more about himself, he felt like their love was tested in such a cruel way, he instead of approaching Jungkook for help (communication) he left.

Well, Jungkook's mistake wasn't the lack of trust, but the insecurity presents from his father's abandoning.

So, he curls around Jungkook's figure, pushing his head further into his stomach while he runs his trembling fingers in Jungkook's hair to provide comfort.

When Taehyung senses that Jungkook is crying more, he lets him know that he is there for him, which gives Jungkook comfort. Taehyung was so tired of crying over and again that he felt exhausted to even talk. Thus, he consoled Jungkook in silence while he grieved.