𝑮𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒔 𝒀/𝒏 𝑿 𝑱𝒐𝒉𝒏𝒏𝒚 𝑳𝒂𝒘𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆

Regret

After that kiss, Johnny took permission from her mother and dropped y/n home.  She was already asleep, and he didn't want to leave her alone so he waited there with her until her mother came.

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Next morning, when y/n woke up, the first thing she did was gasp, as she recalled what stupidity she did last night.

Although, she never remembers anything when she is drunk, but this time, she remembered the kiss.

Y/n knew what she did was wrong but it was desperation. She wanted Johnny to learn his lesson, but instead she kissed him which must have raised his hopes. And she needed to make things clear about last night.

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Y/n went to her first class, which she shared with Johnny. She decided to clear things with him. She just... didn't want to spoil him, after that kiss. She didn't want him to think that things were alright between them. She was just drunk and acting stupid....or vulnerable.

Johnny was already laughing with Bobby. He didn't notice her entering the class.

" Hey...Johnny." she quietly greeted him.

Johnny immediately turned his full attention towards her.

" Hey. How are you? How's your head?" He asked.

" It's good. Why do you ask?"

" You were clearly drunk last night. I just thought you might be feeling a bit not ok." He shrugged.

" Oh. Umm...I wanted to talk about last night." She nodded.

" Yes?"

" The-"

" Goodmorning class! I hope you did the assignments I gave you, yesterday?" The teacher came, obviously wrong timing as always.

Y/n cursed under her breath.

She took a small piece of paper of wrote on it.

" I want to talk to you about something. Can we talk in lunch break?"

She stealthily passed it to Johnny and he caught it in time.

He read the note but there we no emotion on his face. He looked towards y/n and nodded.

Y/n was confused. But she just shrugged away the feeling.

Y/n kept stealing glances at Johnny, but he didn't seem to take notice of her, or was he just trying to avoid her?

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Soon the lunch break came. Y/n scanned the hallways to find him but he was nowhere to be found. Then she left for the hall and there he was! Laughing with the cobras.

She quickly rushed towards the cobras.

" Hey guys! Johnny?" She nodded towards him.

" Yea. Let's go." He quickly stood up and left with her.

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They both were behind the school building. And y/n was fidgeting with her fingers, not knowing how to start the talk. Johnny stood there in patience.

" So...umm..I was saying-"

" You don't have to be nervous around me. Just say what you want to say." Johnny told her.

" Alright. Well then, the- the kiss we did-"

"You were drunk. I know from your side it didn't mean anything. I don't know about the words you said to me at last. But you were or are, I don't know, mad at me. " He completed her sentence.

" Right. It's not like I am asking you to not wait. But, after seeing what you did last night, it just made me upset. And I want you to feel sorry for it."

" I do. I do feel sorry about it. And you are right,I should know my mistake. Maybe if I didn't do that stupid thing last night, our kiss would have meant the start of something special between us." A small smile came on his face.

" I am glad you are getting it."

" Being friends with you, spending time with you,changed me. I grew more patience in me. I never hurry things now. You can give me whatever punishment you want. I am ready for it."

That made y/n smile. And she knew she couldn't make the boy wait anymore. It felt like she was doing torture to him. And she just wanted to say yes to him, not caring what Daniel would think, what others would think.

She just wanted to be with him.

" So Mr. John Lawrence, what if, I give my decision right here and right now?" She asked, crossing her arms over her chest.

" I am ready for any answer."

" Yes. I want to be with you. And that is my final decision!" She widely smiled.

" You are joking, right?" He looked shocked.

" You want me to joke?"

" No-no. So, you are saying, that you are ready to be with me, be mine?" He asked.

His body language changed completely. Earlier it was somewhat dead but now he looked full of joy.

" Yes. I want to give us a try." She said, trying hard not to blush in front of him.

"Well it's about time. I was starting to think I'd have to serenade you in the cafeteria or something." He grinned.

Y/n laughed, and rolled her eyes at him.

" Oh, really? I’m not sure if I should be relieved or disappointed that you didn’t."

He chuckled but then took a few steps closer to her.

" Seriously though, y/n,you have no idea how happy this makes me." His tone was sincere.

" I think I have a pretty good idea." She smiled.

He reached out and took her hand in his and gave it a gentle squeeze.

" So, do I get to call you my girlfriend now? Or do we have to sign some official documents first?" He chuckled.

" No, of course. You can call me your girlfriend now." She answered.

" Deal. You know I got some pretty good ideas for our first date. So, when should we go on one?" He asked.

" What about tonight? I am free."

" Yea, tonight sounds nice. Halloween s coming, so we all will be pretty busy until then and the tournament would also be coming so it's better now."

She hugged him tight and he hugged her back, and placed his chin on her head.

"You know, I never thought I'd get to do this. Hold you like this." He said, feeling somewhat vulnerable.

Y/n snuggled closer, her arms wrapped around his waist.

"Well, I’m here now. And I’m not going anywhere." She answered back.

Johnny tightened his embrace slightly, his voice barely above a whisper.

"I don’t think you realize how much you mean to me, Y/n. You make everything better."

Y/n looked up at him, her eyes shining with affection.

"Even when you’re being a goof?" She teased him.

Johnny chuckled, his chin still resting on her head.

"Especially then. I never want to be serious all the time. Not when I’m with you."

They both laughed softly.

"Thanks for giving me a chance, Y/n. I won’t let you down."

"I know you won’t, Johnny." She whispered back.

A/n: well, it took quite a long time to reach to their first official date!