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TARAJI
I was panicking non stop as soon as we reached to the field. Track was never what I wanted to do, that was always my parents dream for me, I only continued it because I thought that if I did track and became famous they would've came back for me and made me their daughter again, but reality hit. They weren't coming back for me.
Fantasia tried her best to comfort me and to make me feel better, it wasn't working. She pulled back from the affection filled hug to ask me what was wrong. When I looked into her eyes her big brown irises turned black and was filled with lust.
I kissed her, I kissed my highschool teacher. There is so much wrong written all around it, but I ignored it. The things you do when you have mommy and daddy issues.
"Im sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry" I pulled away stepping back and going to the passenger side of the car I was ashamed
"Taraji!" She called out for me as soon as I sat down, she then quickly got into the car
"We all do things when we are upset don't worry, I'm not mad at you mama, you just needed to get your feelings out and if that's how you wanted to get them out, then kiss me all the time"
"Fantasia, I kissed you, there is so much wrong written all over that. You're my science teacher. Why didn't you pull back?" I couldn't look at her
"Hey, look at me" she gently grabbed my chin turning my head to face her "yes I'm your teacher, for fucks sakes yes I even adopted you. But that didn't matter when you kissed me you are hurting, tell me why baby"
"Can we just go home"
"Ta-"
"Miss B, let's go." I know I was being harsh after all she just wanted to help me, I'm afraid I messed a lot of things up and I have no clue on how to fix it. Shortly after looking at me with confusion she pulled away out of the parking lot.
The rest of the car drive was quiet, and no it definitely wasn't a comfortable silence, I felt terrible.
We finally pulled up to the driveway, she parked and locked the door before I got a chance to get out.
"Miss B please open the door" I didn't want her to
"Taraji stop calling me that, we're not in class" she was stern it turned me on. But no I can't do this.
"Okay, sorry. What do you need"
"I need you to talk to me, tell me why you were panicking"
"Okay and I need to know why you didn't pull back from the kiss, you depend it" I flipped the question
"Okay, I didn't pull away because I secretly wanted to kiss you" she turned away from me
"Hmm, okay. I was panicking because I got flashbacks of my parents and what did they did to me. Track wasn't my dream it was theirs. I do track so I get famous and maybe they'll come back for me one day"
"Taraji, c'mere" she motioned for a hug. I fell into her embrace.
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It was a few hours after, we had dinner together with Amari, it's like she doesn't even have a house, girl had so much clothes and necessities over here. It's fun. Zakarye likes her and it makes me happy.
"TT"
"Yes Karye?"
"I'm tired and my tummy aches" she said in between groans
"Amari."
"Yea?"
"How much candy did you give her?"
"Not a lot"
"I ate 3 Hershey bars and 2 packs of gummy worms!" She shouted with a smile
"Amari!!! She's gonnn be sick?!"
"I'm sorry, she's just to cute to say no too!"
"Carry her to bed and then go home Amari I gotta help Taraji with her work and it's getting late"
"Aii cool" they ran off
"What work?" I asked
"Nothing, just wanted some alone time"
"You're talking about alone time like if we're together" i laughed
"Am I?" She was getting very close
"Yes, yes you are. Notice how close you are?"
"Nah I'm not that close to you" she said pulling back and going to the fridge
"Not anymore, but you were!"
"Want some ice cream- before we start the work!" I turned around to see Amari
"Oouu y'all so fucking fake"
"Bye Amari" we said in unison
"Bye guys" she blew us kisses which we caught and put in our pocket.
"So what's the work you wanted to help me with again?"
"I'll show you"
"Yeah show me" I know this is wrong
Fantasia walked up to and placed a gentle kiss on my forehead then my nose, then my right check, onto my left, then my chin, finally placing a kiss on my lips. Why am I not saying no? I'm about to sleep with my teacher.
What a huge mistake.
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