Withered Past And Blurry Future

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Kai drove off until the sun sets, bathing the scene around him with orange and pink light until it darkens into black just like the way he likes it. Because for some reason, his life feels so dim and shady again. Just like before he died. He hates to remember, but he can't help it. Especially when a living proof of his past was infront of him, standing on the empty field before him, taunting him. Not exactly alive and breathing, but still moving and with life, like him. A living corpse.

He's still as beautiful as he was before. White and flawless like a porcelein doll, eyes deep and dark seeing through everyone yet still mesmerizing despite it's danger. Like the owner of it. You can't resist him. He's like an illegal drug, a bad news but makes you feel good until you can't live without it and kill yourself for it. But in this case, this very person will be the one to kill you.

He missed him. It's been a while since he last seen him. The feeling of nostalgia rush through him as those eyes hit his figure. A small smile form in his heart shape lips that once in his life he kissed for about a million times. He stretch his arm for him, silently telling him to come close. And Kai did, coz no one can resist him. Not even the cold hearted monster that is Kai. But compared to the flawless vampire, Kai is a saint.

Kai took slow and deliberate steps toward the awaiting vampire, his eyes still fixated to the other. It's not a surprise to see him but it's  been a while and the feeling of being reunited with someone important is a foreign feeling for Kai. He's still not use to it even if this kind of get together happened for a few times before.

"Kai" his soft, deep voice reach his ears and a churning erupts in the deeper part of his stomach, his cheeks pink in color. Just hearing his name being said by the other affect him so much. He smile as he took one last step to the other. Slipping his cold, tanned hand on the other's awaiting one. Their palm touching.

"It's been a while." Kai nods, not speaking despite the thousand words flooding in his mind. That can wait and he knows the other knows what's happening in his life. He always knows even though they're not together. So he doesn't need to say much, he just want to feel and hear the other.

The other vampire reach up his other hand to cares Kai's cheek, rubbing the soft skin under his eyes comfortingly. "You've been crying" A frown form on the vampire's pale face, his lips twitching in a form that shows that he's sad or upset. He knows just by touching him, even though Kai cried a few hours ago, and his face is back to it's original flawless state the other still knew.

"Master" Kai's deep voice finally break into the short silence. The said 'master' pulled Kai into a tight hug, wounding his pale hands on Kai's dark hair. "It's okay, I'm here. No one can hurt you now." And for the first time Kai didn't belive his master's words. Because he didn't felt the pain subside in his heart, he tried so hard not to cry again so he close his eyes tightly. Trying to erase the thoughts that provoke his tears to fall. Before, a few comforting words and touches from his master makes him feel okay, except for now and he wonders why. But he didn't dare voice it. He doesn't want to upset his master.

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They sat there for a few moments, catching up with each other's adventure. Wishing that they experienced it together. But they didn't with reasons they can't do anything to fight.

"Does Kris still hates me?" The question was followed by a bitter chuckle mix with amusement. Everytime they meet the question was never faltered to be ask and the answer was always the same, a quiet "no" from Kai and a sad look. Kyungsoo just smiles at him. Not anymore affected by the answer.

Kyungsoo or known as D.O once was a member of their coven. He gave Kai his life now, taught him everything he knows. They're almost similar, they were inseperable, even the way they kill is the same. But something happened that change it all. And it's still unknown to Kai what reason that is that made Kris kicked him out the coven and hate him for all eternity. Kai gave up asking long time ago, knowing Kyungsoo will tell him when the right time comes. And for Kai, Kyungsoo's logic is always right.

They were forbidded to see each other. Only able to meet again after decades, it sucks but it's better than nothing. Kai loves Kyungsoo more than anything and he's thankful and contented that his master's life was spared. He's the only one he can admit that he cares about.

"So, You've found your soulmate." Kyungsoo start the conversation he doesn't want to be brought and remember, but this is his master. He knows how to fix things, maybe he can find a way to cut the bond between him and the human.

"Yeah, it's not as good as it sounds." Kai simply said. "We...kinda had an argument or something." He sighs, looking out into the field, remembering the scene he stormed away from. Remembering Taemin. He feels a painful tug on his chest but he ignore it. Taemin is not here, Taemin doesn't want him. Kyungsoo do.

"About? It seems pretty bad seeing that you've been crying." Kyungsoo looks at him with sad eyes, he doesn't like his fledgeling to be hurt in anyway and Kai knows that. With Kyungsoo he never was hurt, if only he can change the soulmate thing and pass it to his master. Everything will be much better.

They hold each other's hands as Kai looks back at his master again. With pleading, sad eyes. "He...I got rejected Hyung" He never called Kyungsoo as hyung, only when he really needs the comfort and intimacy from the other, when he feel so broken, like this time. Kyungsoo cups his face, wiping the now falling tears from Kai's dark orbs. Their faces inches away, until they both close the gap. Their lips touch in a soft and slow kiss. Filled with passion and care. Just like what Kai needs. They broke apart after a while. Both just looking at each other's eyes. Silently saying how much they missed and care for the other. Until Kyungsoo break the silence. His deep voice in a whisper like someone might hear them and take them away from each other. His hands holding Kai tightly, his big doe eyes pleading.

"Let's run away, Kai"

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Hi, sorry for the long wait and for the short chapter. This is just KaiSoo coz Kyungsoo is cute and always a good cockblocker in TaeKai stories but I don't hate him, okay? Anyways, I'm sorry for not updating. I slipped in a deep depression mode and still stuck in it. I hate myself.

Taemin will be in the next chapter.

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