"Holden, I need you. Please." My whole mind was foggy. I couldn't believe the words coming out of his mouth. His hands crept down to my cheeks and squeezed. I couldn't believe what was happening. One minute he's teasing and insulting me, the next he's holding me close and begging to have a second round. In that moment I thought about all I went through this past week. Yes, he wants to take this to the next level, but I don't want to feel my heart break like it did in that bathroom. If agreeing to this means I'll be crying in bed for days again, I don't want it.
"I don't want to get hurt again," I whispered. He slowly let me go and backed up, looking me in the eyes. He had a slight look of confusion on his face.
"What are you talking about?" I sighed and looked at the ground. I really didn't want to tell him about what I went through. One because would think I'm a wimp, and two it would probably expose my crush on him.
"Nothing, don't worry about it." I moved past him and walked out of the bathroom to my bed.
"Hey! You didn't answer my question," he quickly followed me out, grabbing my hips and spinning me around.
"Listen, if you don't tell me I can't avoid it. Just tell me." I loved and hated when he was being sweet.I can't control my blush when he does that. Also it just makes me fall for him even more. I turned around again and sat down on the bed. He took a seat next to me and placed his hand on my thigh. I sighed and looked into his eyes.
"I cried, James. I was crying the whole week because of the thought that I lost my best friend over a stupid hookup." I choked on my words, trying desperately not to cry again. He avoided my eyes, looking down at the bed instead.
"I'm sorry. I guess I was ignoring you for no reason. I guess I just need time to accept the fact that I actually hooked up with a dude."
"So now that you've accepted it you want to do it again?" He looked up at me and smirked.
"Only if it's you," he leaned in and whispered in my ear. He scooted closer and started to place kisses on my neck. I exhaled sharply as pushed me down on the bed and climbed on top of me. His shirt went flying, revealing his muscular chest. He fell on top of me and our lips connected. Our legs intertwined.
"I promise I won't hurt you again." His tongue infiltrated my mouth. He slowly pulled my pants down and threw them to the side, doing the same to my shirt. I quickly realized that my mom is still here. I pushed on his chest, making him disconnect our kiss.
"My mom is still home. We-"
"Holden I'm leaving I'll be back in a few hours!" My mom's voice echoed from downstairs before the sound of the front door opening and closing. James smirked at me and slowly pulled my boxers off, leaving me completely exposed. He sat up and pulled my legs onto his shoulders. I couldn't help but cover my face, trying my hardest to hide my blush.
"You're so adorable." He started to place kisses down my thighs before gripping my fully erect dick. I whimpered he began to stroke me. He pressed his bulge against me, slightly thrusting. He licked his finger and pressed it against my entrance. I groaned and squirmed as pleasure coursed through my body.
"How are you so smooth? You have no hair on your body." I felt my body heat up as his finger slowly pushed into me. The sensation was so weird. I didn't remember it feeling like this. I whined as I felt him reach deep into me.
It wasn't long before his boxers were off and his huge dick was pressing against me. His hands gripped my thighs as his tip sunk into me. I whined from the stinging pain.
"God, you're so tight," he muttered before leaning down and pushing his lips onto mine. I wrapped my arms around him, trying to distract myself from the pain. He started to push further, making me wail out.
"Fuck, I forgot about how good this felt." He nibbled on my bottom lip while his hand wandered across my body. He kept pushing until his entire length was inside of me. Tears welled in my eyes at the immense amount of pain.
"You okay?" He whispered while buried in my neck. I nodded, trying to get used to the feeling.
"Y-Yes, just hold it there for a second." His lips connected with my mouth again, kissing me softly. His hand traveled down and gripped my shaft. I moaned as he started to stroke me. Eventually the pain subsided and he started to move. I whined and gripped the sheets as he slowly pulled in and out of me. The feeling was amazing. I once again didn't remember it feeling this good, but I loved it. It was obvious James did too judging by his groans.
"Please go faster, James," I pleaded while he sucked on my neck.
"Say no more." Without another word he started to thrust quickly. I moaned and clutched his shoulders tightly. The sound of skin slapping filled the room and probably the whole house.
"Fuck you're so tight. You like my thick cock inside of you, Holden?" He bit my ear while still stroking me.
"Fuck yes! Please keep going!" I yelled out and wrapped my arms around him. Suddenly I felt him hit something, making me scream out in pleasure.
"Oh my god! Holy shit! Right there please!" I dug my nails across his back as he continued to hit that spot.
"Fuck... I didn't know guys had that too." He slowly pulled out before slamming back in, making me scream again. He pounded faster and faster with every thrust. I felt pressure quickly build inside of me.
"I'm gonna cum, James!" I yelled out before spewing my liquid all over both of our chests.
"Fuck, Holden. You came so much." He slowly pulled out and sat up. I yelped as he flipped me over and pulled me up to my knees. He pushed his dick inside of me and firmly gripped my ass cheeks. I grabbed a pillow and stuck my face in it, feeling oddly embarrassed by the position I was in.
"You take dick so fucking good." I let out a muffled yell as his hand smacked my ass. He continued to hit that same spot, making sparks fly through my body. He was going so fast it felt like my legs were gonna give out.
"I'm getting close, Holden." He moaned and leaned on me, making me collapse onto the bed. He pressed his body weight and smashed into me. His hand gripped my hair and pulled my head up.
"I want to hear all your moans," he softly whispered before licking my ear. Euphoria engulfed my body as his thrusts became rougher.
"Fuck! I'm gonna cum!" Before I knew it he took one final thrust before unloading every ounce of his jizz inside of me. He collapsed on top of me, both of us breathing heavily. His dick slowly popped out of me, causing all of his liquids to travel down to the bed.
"Holden. That was... fucking amazing." I was completely exhausted, I could barely even open my eyes.
"I agree." He got up and walked away. A few moments later he came back with some baby wipes and started to clean me. I winced at the cold sensation. Once he was done he flipped me over and grabbed my boxers, pulling them on me. He got up and started to put on his clothes. I started to get a big feeling of dread thinking about him leaving.
"Wait!" I yelled out as he pulled his shirt over his head. He looked back at me with a raised eyebrow.
"Can- can you stay the night?" My voice was just above a whisper, but he still heard. A smirk appeared on his face as he threw his shirt back off along with his shorts. He climbed over me and our lips connected once again. I ran my hands through his hair as he clutched my hips.
"We're fuck buddies right?" He looked at me with a smirk, awaiting my answer.
"Yes."
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No Longer Friends
RomanceAfter an unexpected hookup with his best friend, Holden finds himself quickly catching feelings and falling in love. He knows he's playing a dangerous game, considering that his best friend is somewhat homophobic, but he can't help but think about...
