Have you ever felt like you are losing yourself? As if you stop knowing what makes you the person you are, or what makes you find comfort. As if the little things that used to bring so much happiness in you were now just simple things.
Have you ever overthink your decision all the time? As if you were in a maze, turning left, right, then left again, worried that you'll never get out. As if what you choose is always wrong and will never make you happy or simply satisfied.
Have you ever spent afternoons doing nothing? As if your body wanted to be productive or wanted to get up, but all you could do was sit all day long watching random things. As if your mind was telling you to get up but your body wanted to stay still.
Have you ever felt like you had to fit in? As if you had to be part of something, be something to actually have attention. As if you were the one who had to change, change everything in you just for someone to like you.
Have you ever felt like everything about you was wrong? As if you are either a horrible mess or a chaotic problem. As if you are not pretty enough, you aren't smart enough, you aren't funny enough, you don't have enough weight, you aren't nice enough or you aren't enough.
Have you ever felt empty? As if...
As if...
As if?!
As if everything feels like nothing, feelings are hard and the days feel useless.
