A/N (On Break)

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Hello.

I won't be updating this story for a little bit due to the death of my cat, Cupcake. She passed this morning when I was at school.

I'm still trying to process everything. I still haven't fully wrapped my head around the fact she's dead.

She had been sick for quite a while now. We took her to the vet May 12 2024. She had a UTI and other kidney problems. We kept her alive for this long, yet recently her health had been going downhill. She stopped eating and, eventually stopped drinking as well. She couldn't even stand properly. We tried everything we could've to get her to eat and drink, but she didn't make it.

We buried her outside, and planted a rose bush where she now lay. The last time I saw her was this morning. My mom had wrapped Cupcake up in a blanket, and I didn't unwrap it because my mom said she "didn't look like herself."

This all happened around 12:20 PM today. It's now 3:43 PM. I don't know how hours have passed already. Time has just been moving too fast for me. It just feels like a nightmare.

It still feels like any moment, she'll pop her head back in the room. Like she was never sick.

This just doesn't feel real. My room feels empty without her. I feel empty without her. How could she really be dead?

If heaven exists, I hope you crossed that rainbow bridge easily and without pain. Thank you for everything, my love. Your the best thing that ever happened to me. I hope one day we may meet again, whether that be in the near future or not. I hope I was a good enough owner to you. Your so perfect, I just don't deserve you. I hope I gave you enough love throughout the years. I hope you weren't in pain. I hope my tears didn't scare you.

<3

Here's the last picture that was ever taken of her.. I hate how weak she looks. I wish I could've made her better, by some miracle.

The picture was taken at 1 AM last night

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The picture was taken at 1 AM last night. I woke up this morning and she was laying in between my legs. I think she might've been saying goodbye..

-May 30, 2024

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