daerin oneshots ★

☆ - without you (mild smut)

((Danielle POV))

I raised my hand, "waitress!"
Another night spent drinking my feelings away, pathetic. It's been a year or so since my ex girlfriend, Haerin and I broke up, yet... I'm still pining over her, I can't seem to find the courage to move on.

It has been a few months since university has ended, and summer break has begun. That was the last I've seen of Haerin.

As the waitress walked up, I ordered a bottle of vodka.

"More vodka? Really? Mo Dani, you had too much vodka to the point where it doesn't get you too drunk anymore." My friend, Minji said.

My other friend, Hanni decided to back her up, "Yeah! Too much vodka~~~~" Her voice was tipsy, she wasn't the best when it came to handling alcohol.

As the waitress came and set down my drink, I refilled my cup and took a sip. After a few sips, I noticed Hanni eye-ing a person, which is not unusual for her, until she had shouted, "OH! Look! IT'S HAERIN!!! KANG HAERIN! COME SIT WITH US!!" She smiled, a huge smile. No way Hanni just invited my ex to come drink with us. I pinched hanni's arm in response, but she just shook her head.

Haerin walked over, her hair was perfect, and she was well dressed. A cute GAP cap, a well styled and accessorized hoodie, along with baggy sweat pants. It was simple, yet stylish. I've always admired her way of styling casual outfits. She looked beautiful. I snapped out of my thoughts as I heard her speak, "Hello, can my boyfriend sit as well?" Boyfriend...????? Boyfriend??? BOYFRIEND?? She has a boyfriend?!

"Well, this was an all girls drinking session~ but go ahead!" Hanni blurted out. I was about to kill her right on the spot, from the looks of it, Minji looked like she was about to explode on her as well.

"I'll leave you ladies alone," He nervously spoke once he noticed Minji's face expression, "Haerin's bestfriends, right?"

Hanni nodded, "obbvioussslyyy~~"

"Haha. Alright. I'll be over there," he pointed, and then looked at Haerin, "I'll see you later, babe. Enjoy your time with your friends." He pecked her lips, and left. Ugh, what a horrible night.

"Take a seat, cmon." Minji excused Haerin, and she nodded.

The only seat that was empty was the one right beside me, unfortunately. I'm gonna need 6 shots of hard liquor.

I raised my hand again, asking for a bottle of liquor. I turned my head over to Haerin, "what drink?"
"Anything"
"Anything, like what?"
"I dont mind anything."
"If you say so," Double the liquor shots, it is.

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After two hours of non-stop drinking, we were all out of it. Especially, Hanni, who experienced withdrawal almost immediately. Minji, who had care for us all, accompanied Hanni. I was about to ask her if I could accompany them, but she insisted I'd stay with Haerin, so our seats don't experience theft.

It was just me, and my ex, Haerin. Sitting alone, together. Nothing bad is going to happen, right?

It was almost too difficult to ignore Kang Haerin. I could smell her expensive cologne, from a few meters away, and the reeking smell of her pheromonal perfume mixed with the original scent of her cologne. Still the same woman attractor she's always been, it's surprising that she's dating a guy now, but hey, love is fluid. Not for her though.

It was awkward, and painful to sit with my ex who I'm still in love with, knowing she now has a boyfriend, and we're officially over. Seeing her at first gave me false hope, I had thought that I'd have a chance to redeem things. I wanted, or still want to be with her...

"You okay? Is the alcohol hitting you badly? I can help sober you up." Haerin spoke, why'd she have to talk? I was indulged in my own conversation with myself.

"No, it's alright." I dismissed her, but she quickly insisted, "please. Let me fix it for you."

I did not want to argue further, so I silently nodded. If I did speak up, I would be sober before I know it, because we'd spend all night just bantering.

Haerin came back with a glass of water, coffee, and a snack.

She sat down and pushed the glass of water closer, "hydrate first," I obliged, taking careful sips of the bottle.

"Good job." She looked at me, "now, take your time eating those churros I got you, and enjoy the coffee." Churros... she remembered I like churros...

I nodded, "mm.." As I started to chew slowly, I was a bit too dizzy, which Haerin immediately picked up on. Fuck. She reached out her hand, holding a piece for me, "eat... I'll feed you."

Why is she like this?! She has a boyfriend. Is she trying to lead me on??

She stared at my lips, as I swallowed thoroughly. She kept tending to me once every few minutes, from cleaning up my mouth, to feeding me, to tucking my hair back. Why is she like this?

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((MILD SMUT))

When I was done eating, I felt her reach out to hold my hand, I looked down, and pulled away. She shook her head in response, and I could hear her sigh.

She moved her finger towards my lips, I blushed stupidly. I feel so stupid.

"Danielle,"

"uhmm..?"

"I want you," She bit her lip, holding my hand again, yet tighter, "I need you." She whispered.

"Your boyfriend...?"

"He's not- It's a long story."

"Then tell me."

"Briefly, he's just my friend. I am still a lesbian, Danielle. This is all an act."

"How do I believe you?"

She grabbed me closer, "Danielle... I need you..." She whimpered softly into my neck, I could feel my body burn. "Please... can I kiss you?" She sighed, her breath hitting my neck, I felt beyond down bad.

After a few minutes of her pinning me down, and my eyes shut tightly, I finally opened them. I held her chin, looking into her eyes, and nodded a clear yes, granting her consent. To which, she started to peck my lips gently, the sound of our lips entwined intensified by the second. Her hand slowly got more touchy, moving upwards, feeling me up. My body almost instantly responded to her touch, I could feel it.

Many minutes later of us making out, she held my hand and pulled me to the bathrooms, locking us in a stall. She held my waist, pulling me closer, sealing yet another kiss. Her touch, soft, and gentle. I never wanted this to end. I could feel her hand slowly go up my skirt, caressing my thigh. I moaned in response, to which, she seemed to enjoy, causing her to intensify her touch. Her knee traveled up against my skirt, between my thighs, I could feel my body combust from the amount of pleasure I was experiencing.

A little while later, she pulled away. Then looked at me, fixing my hair, and clothes, "Danielle... Let me have you again. Prove that I'm worth being with you."

I smiled, kissing her lips gently. "Alright, ofcourse." I smiled even wider, she hugged me in response.

"I wont ruin it again, I wont lose you. I promise."

"I trust you.."