Brooklyn
2 weeks later
These days have flew by & im so excited to get back in my comfy room & be lazy again. Although my dad had me doing things everyday, like going to the gym, school shopping, etc, I had fun with him. "Thank you dad. I'll be back hopefully not bc my mom sent me but bc I actually wanna be here. But I love you & I'll call you when I make it home." I said as he helped me get my things out his trunk. "Well I'll see you whenever baby girl. Be good for ya mom & be respectful to Bey. I love you." He said as he hugged me.
"I love you more. I'll see you." I said. I walked into the airport & that's when the real struggle begin.
Beyoncé
"Baby I can't lay here with you all day. Who's gonna go pick up Brooke?" I asked as Nic whined. "Blue is! I don't want you to leave me." She said as I sighed. "Why you don't want me to get up?" I asked as she mumbled. "I can't hear you baby." I said. "Bc I had a dream about you." She said as I nodded. "Mhm & what was it about?" I asked. "You were cheating. You went out to the store & you saw a man & next thing I know I saw you fucking him." She said as I laughed a little. I sat up bc wtf I look like.
"First of all, im not gay." I said as she nodded. "Yes you is. You let me feel on yo booty all the time." She said as I smacked my lips. "That's bc you gone catch an attitude if I don't. But you'll never see me fucking nobody else but you. Especially not no fucking man. We too deep in this shit baby. Im not gonna cheat on you. What the hell I look like cheating when I have everything I need, want, & plus more? These hormones got yo emotions everywhere. Don't let them dreams & shit get to you." I said kissing all over her.
"I guess. Ouuu can we go get seafood?" She asked happily as I just looked at her. She don't even like that shit. "Baby you don't even eat seafood." I said as she shrugged. "Please babyyyyyyyy." She whined as i huffed. "You gone let me get up so I can go? Every since we got out the shower, you been holding on to me." I said as she let me go. "Fine then, leave." She said as I just laughed. "You coming with me." I said as she shook her head. "But I'm with child." She said. "That's not an excuse. Come on you gotta get out this house." I said as she sighed. "When do we move into the new house?" I asked. "Whenever you're ready." I said as she nodded. "Now?" She asked as I sighed.
"If that's what you want. But maybe we can start moving everything this weekend." I said as she pouted. "But I wanna do it now!" She said as I nodded. "Mmmm how about no." I said as she pinched my ass. "Bitch." She mumbled & walked out the room in front of me. I should push her lil ass & make her stumble. I would if she wasn't pregnant with my baby.
I let her express her emotions bc I know she's gonna be right under me in the next few minutes. I went downstairs & sat on the couch across from her. I got on my phone & scrolled through some of my notifications. I came across a comment saying we should start doing YouTube & I instantly felt like it would be a great idea. Especially since it's summer & we have nothing else to do.
I posted on my twitter for them to dm me some pranks & shit to do on the family. But first I have to see how they feel about the idea.
"Baby?" I called out to Nicki as she looked at me & pouted. "Yes?" She said in a baby voice. Something she does whenever her feelings are hurt. The first trimester of her pregnancy is the worst. It's the attitude, mood swings, & the always feeling the need to be under me. I mean I don't complain bc I love it but that attitude shit I don't like. "Come here." I said patting my lap as she just looked at me.
"I'm not a baby." She said as I laughed. "I know but I wanna make you feel better." I said. "Go get my seafood & I'll feel better." She said as I nodded. "We'll go get it after I talk to you about something." I said. She did a dramatic yawn & stood up to stretch. "You ain't have to do all that." I said. "You better be glad I didn't fart." She said as I smacked my lips. "You nasty." I said as she shrugged. She stood in front of me & crossed her arms. "What?" She asked with an attitude.
"You wanna start a YouTube with the lil niggas?" I asked. "Lil niggas? Ik you not talking ab my babies. We will beat yo ass." She said as I laughed. Her lil short ass ain't gone do shit. "Well do you?" I asked as she nodded. "Yes baby. Now can I go get food? Your baby is hungry." She said as I smiled. "Which one?" I asked pulling her closer to me by the hem of her jeans. "Both. Mostly me." She said as I nodded.
Once we was ready, I locked the door & opened the car door for her. "Thank you baby daddy." She said as I rolled my eyes. I got in my car & turnt the radio on. "No." She said turning my radio off. "What's wrong sexy?" I asked. "I don't wanna listen to that." She said as I just nodded & gave her the aux. "Don't play that nasty ghetto shit either." I said as she laughed. "Shut the fuck up." She said. I know she didn't just tell me to shut the fuck up. Y'all know what I did tho? I shut the fuck up.
"FUCK MY BABY DAD. IMA FINE ASS BITCH IAN IN THE HOUSE SAD. FUCK MY BABY DAD. BOW BOW BOW BOW BOWWWW." She yelled over the song as I instantly turned it off. "Are you okay?" I asked as she nodded & smiled. "You don't like it?" She asked. "Hell fucking no. Fuck you mean? Yeah you fine as hell but what the fuck I gotta do with it?" I said as she just laughed. "Nigga we go together MUAH GIMME A KISS." She said tryna grab my face. "Gimme my fucking aux back." I said snatching it as I stopped at a stop sign.
"Let's go get a camera." She said as I nodded. "So we can do the YouTube stuff?" I asked as she shook her head. "Nahhhh. So we can make sextapes. Wtf you think?" She asked as I laughed. "Shit we can do that too. Idk why you tryna be sarcastic." I said as she shook her head. "Omg this first trimester is gonna piss me off. Hey, whatever you are, you need to stop making me act like a baby & having so many fucking attitudes, little one." Nicki said as she held her stomach. "Don't be talking to daddy baby like that." I said as she cringed. "Don't say that again. Just say yo baby. That reminds me of that damn Mariah video. I love Mariah but fuck no." She said as I laughed.
We pulled up to the seafood place & I got out. Ofc she made a whole list of what she wanted. I just got 2 seafood boil pans bc we all needa eat & im not cooking. Neither is Nic so yeah.
"Ouuu this all for me? I love youuuuuu." She asked as soon as got home & I shook my head. "I love you more baby but hell no. You can get some but it ain't all yours." I said as she smacked her lips. "I don't even want that anymore. I want chipotle now." She said as I sighed. "You stressing me tf out babyyyyy." I whined as she laughed. "Fuck all that i rlly just want you." She said pulling me in by my shirt. "Not on the couch. We know what happened last time." I said as she shrugged. "Nobody is here but us. Blue left after us, I checked the cameras." She said as I shook my head.
"Let's take it to the room." I said picking her up & taking her upstairs. Let's just say, we both were too tired to eat so we just took a nap.
Blue
Mya & I were outside of the airport waiting on Brooklyn. That's when I noticed Mya crying. "What's wrong baby?" I asked. "I just got to thinking. I'm the only child right? & my mom knows that I like girls & she knows about us so that's not the point. The point is I'm not gonna be able to give her grandkids bc well you know, a girl & a girl can't have a baby. We were talking ab it & you know how emotional I am, I just started crying. I'm okay tho." She said as I laid my seat back. "Come here." I said as she shook her head. "I can't get over there. All them ppl watching." She said. "Bae these windows are tinted." I said as she still didn't move. I kinda feel bad bc I do want kids as well.
"Don't cry baby. We gone have our kids one day. Do you want kids soon?" I asked as she nodded. "I want kids as soon as I get outta school. Since we already don't plan on going to college, we can just focus on us & start a family. If that's even possible." She said as I nodded. I'm taking note of everything she's saying. I need to talk to my mom about my decision tho. I don't want her to feel like I'm the reason we can't have kids & I love her too much to let her go. So with that being said, I wanna do something that's really extreme but hopefully worth it in the end.
