Blue
Brooklyn eventually got in the car, so we pulled off. While I was driving, I was still thinking about me and Mya's convo earlier & what I could do to make her happy. I really hate that she feels like that , so when I drop Brooke and Mya off, im gonna talk to my mom. I wanna know how she feels about my decisions & plans.
Beyoncé
Right now I'm laying here with Nic. I js woke up, but she's still sleep. I'm not gonna wake her up tho, bc she needs as much rest as possible. I'm very nervous about this baby especially since our last incident. But I'm just happy to be having my baby with smb I ACTUALLY care about. I honestly just feel like life has been amazing since me & Nic tried for a relationship again.
I felt Nicki moving so I looked over at her & she was mumbling. "Hm?" I asked. "Can you turn the air on?" She asked again as I nodded & got up. I turnt the air on & went downstairs to see Blue coming in. She looked a little nervous so I walked up to her. "You okay?" I asked as she nodded. "Yeah but I want to talk to you about something. Not now but maybe later." She said as I nodded.
"Where's Mya?" I asked as she sighed. "I took her home. Brooke is also home, she wanted to get some sleep. She should be over later tho." She said. "Okay well I have seafood in the fridge if you want some. Nic & I didn't eat anything yet." I said. "That's surprising." She said as I rolled my eyes. "You tryna call us fat?" I asked as she nodded. "YUP!" She exclaimed as I chuckled. "Don't let Nic hear you say that." I said as she nodded.
"She must be sleep?" She asked as I nodded. "She'll be up soon. Matter fact I think I hear her now." I said. Soon as I said that, we saw her coming down the stairs with a blanket.
"Why'd you leave?" She asked with a pout as I pulled her into me. "Bc I heard Blue downstairs." I said as she nodded. "Brooke went home?" She asked as Blue nodded. "She'll be here later. You need to fix your hair boo." Blue said as Nicki looked at me & rolled her eyes. It ain't my damn fault. "I hope you know you're paying for my hairstyle tomorrow." She said as I nodded. "Girl I'll tell that hoe to chop all yo hair off." I mumbled as she just nodded. "Mmmm & I'll chop yo dick off." She said walking away as I laughed. Lil mean ass.
Blue
I went upstairs to take a shower & what not. I got a call from Mya but right now I'm not in the mood to talk to her right now. I gotta clear my mind. I went out on the back porch & just let my mind flow. I heard footsteps so I sighed. I can't never be alone. "Talk to me." I heard my mom say as I nodded.
"Mya & I were having a deep conversation at the airport about kids. She was crying bc yk she's the only child & her mom wants grandkids so I was thinking about doing something extreme. I don't like seeing her cry & I damn sure don't wanna be the reason she's crying. I love her too much & I'll do anything for her. Literally anything." I said as my mom pulled me into a hug.
"Are you tryna get surgery Blue?" She asked as I slowly but surely nodded. "Yeah." I said lowly.
"Listen that comes with a lot. I was born with mine so I don't know the exact side effects from it, but that's your decision. You're finna be 18 so I would wait until then if I were you. If this is something you really wanna do then I can't stop you. I support all the way Blue, but I see that you're nervous. Why is that?" She said as I just sighed. "I'm worried about how she may feel about it. I don't wanna get it then she up & leaves bc she doesn't like my decision. I'm not worried about what other ppl think bc it's my body & my decision. It's not like they're gonna be able to experience it with me anyways. So maybe I just need to talk to her first & see what she thinks about it. Bc I also want kids as well." I said as she nodded.
"I agree. You need to talk to her & see where y'all head is. I support y'all, Nicki supports y'all & so does Brook. Don't be nervous I got you. Any questions that you have, just let me know. Although it may not be exactly the same, I can tell you what I know & what I've experienced." She said as I nodded. "Thank you momma. I love you." I said smiling as she smiled back.
"I love you more baby girl. Now let's get inside. It's hot as hell & dark as hell out here." She said as I laughed.
Nicki
I was eating my seafood & the more I ate, is the more I felt the urge to puke. I smelled a shrimp & that was my last straw. I got up & quickly ran to the bathroom. I let out everything I had. "OH SHIT." I heard Beyoncé yell. I eventually felt my hair being pulled back. "Awww poor baby." I heard Blue say. I felt someone rubbing my back & I groaned. "Fuck." I said lowly. I got up & washed my hands & brushed my teeth. Once I was done, I threw away the toothbrush & grabbed another one.
"You good?" I heard bey ask as I nodded. "I guess the baby doesn't like seafood." I pouted as they laughed. "I told you." She said as I smacked my teeth. "Shut up. I need a shower now. I feel nasty." I said. "I'll get in with you." She said as I just looked at her. "So you can fuck up my hair again? No thank you." I said. "Um helloooooo??? I'm standing right here." Blue said as I laughed. "Sorry. But you get it." I said as she shook her head. "I will a few months from now but right now I don't careeeeee." She said as I rolled my eyes.
"Whatever." I said walking into Bey's big ass room. Although I have a lot of clothes here, I like annoying her & putting on her clothes. I grabbed some of her shorts & a white tee. "Put my shit back." Beyoncé said as I frowned. "But babyyyyyy pleaseeeeee?" I asked as she shook her head. "Noooooo." She dragged as I huffed. "Hmph. I do what I want." I said pushing past her. I went into her bathroom & locked the door.
