ANAGAPESIS

Chapter 5

Jisung didn't come out of his room as he's to terrified to face any of them even though his wounds are healing the pain is still there..

Day by day their behavior towards him get more cruel and abusive and his school life isn't helping either.. Everyday he first have to face humiliation and assault at school then mantle along with every now and then physical torturer at home also..

His so called brother naver fail to remind him that how worthless he is and how much his presence is suffocating them... How disgusting he is.. Making his heart numb and brain blank.. 

Every night he found himself crying his heart out missing his parents and old life... Every night he found himself alone fighting with his panic attack and depression strok...without anyone comforting him, soothing his back, caressing hair to make him calm.

He  just wants to wave his white flag...but he can't... His heart is begging him to sail the sunset into the ocean.. But he can't ..why?

for sake of Mr. And Mrs bang who adopted him..give him new life when he was abandoned by everyone on the death bed fortunately surviving the heart benching plane crash.

He knows that it's not their fault that affection for him faded away from their son's heart... That they hate him to core that it become hard for them to stand his face his voice..  That it's feel disgusting to them if he breath in the same air as them....that deep down they want him dead... He too but he can't...

He can't be selfish and let the both elder's down... He's strong depict the fact that his heart is pleading to him to end all the pain and suffering...

Nowadays he don't react to any of insult... Beating... He just feel nothing but fear ...hurt...yet still he has tiny bit of hope that one day maybe one they will change... Maybe...

Without realizing that his tiny little hope is going to die very soon. A strong strom is making it's way to destroy his already pain filled life...

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Making his way to school jisung tightly hold his bag strip's head hang bowing to his foot... He can hear whispering about him but this time it's not mocking or laughing this time it's more disgusting...

How can he still come to school

How shamless he is

I thought all the rumors are false but he actually prove them right

He should die after this

His heart sunk into his stomach listening to them "what are they talking about? " gulping hardly he pull his gaze up from the ground... Just to witness his inappropriate pictures all round the school walls..

Don't look at them

He heardly start to remove them.. While other just give him disgusting look.... His actions halt when school peon infrom him about principal wishing to see him

By the time jisung catch the gilmp off bang chan and changbin arranging their steps to principal office... He clearly know what's coming next...

Come in

Getting the permission jisung open the door with tumbling hands his whole body is shaking like a dried leaf which will be scrunch with little a hard touch..

Before he could took another step a hard slap fell on his cheek making him stumbled back...

Mr. Bang control yourself.

The principal stoop up from his place... Chan hold changbin back to hit jisung again..

Jisung hold he cheek which hurt like someone has pour acid on it... He knows it he surly will have finger mark on it..

Leave me... Hyung he deserves it... How can he so shameless to send his this kind of pictures to someone...

Changbin venomously spit without caring about any explanation from the younger

What can you even expect from him changbin... Being and orphan must be hard from him... Right jisung

Chan also commented while comforting his angry brother who's huffing... Jisung shook his head negatively... Gazing down to scared to look in to their eyes...

Principal observe everything he knows one thing no matter how much the small crying boy explain himself the older one won't gonna believe him

Chan trun to the principal who was silent from the start..

Be have nothing to do with this dirty thing standing there... Don't disturb us with anything related to him.

And with that he drag changbin out of the office leaving a crying jisung and stunned principal behind..

Principal rose up from his place he rise his hand slightly to pet jisung's head who flinch badly and took steps back in the fear of hit again..

Older man sigh as he cares smaller one's head before making him sit on the office couch.. He give him glass of water..

"I don't do anything please believe me " jisung pleaed while stuttering hard... His breathing getting uneven... He's getting a panic attack again...

Older man quickly pull the boy in his arms to calm him down while rubbing his back up and down softly..

"hey hey it's okay dear I believe you... I'm here OK... Breath in and out... Clam down "

The man's words make the poor boy cry more... He malt into the warm embrace of the fatherly figure man... Who is trying to calm him down with nothing but sweet things...

Without knowing jisung fell asleep... The head of the school look down when he hear soft snoring... He smile a little before placing the boy on the couch in comfortable position.

"you don't deserve any of this "

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