Beneath the manor's Veil..

Imperfect..

     Author's pov

     A year passed , everything was going smoothly in Aryan and Aisha's life . They had the peace and happiness in their life for which they have strived since their childhood.

     This summer vacation their entire family and friends went to Disney land.

    Finally Ruhaan's wish of visit Disney land with Arisha was fulfilled.

     Aisha entered Aryan's office who was busy signing some papers.

    She went to the couch and arranged their food on the table and in sometime Aryan came to have lunch with her...

    He fed her with his own hands like always while adoring her .

    After having half meal Aisha felt like everything she ate was rising up in her oesophagus... She ran to the washroom and Aryan ran behind her in worry.

    She pucked out everything and Aryan was rubbing her back and holding her hair away from her face , after she was done he helped her in washing her mouth and face .

     Aryan carried Aisha out and laid her on the couch , his face covered with clouds of worry...

     " Jaan are you pregnant..!? " He suddenly asked sitting beside her .

    Aisha lower her eyelashes and nodded her head slowly , she found out yesterday in the evening and wanted to suprise him but her husband already found.

     " Oh God.." Aryan sighed and held his head.

      Aisha frowned and sat up , pregnancy hormones working full time already increasing her every type of mood 10X .

    " What type of reaction was that Aryan..!!! " She asked through her gritted teeths.

    Aryan didn't payed attention to her expression nor her tone and kept sitting in same position.

    " Arisha was enough for us and I  thought we won't have another baby again.." he said , his head throbbing from the first experience of his fatherhood.

    He doesn't want Aisha to go through any pain or discomfort again , he is still  traumatised after whatever happened in their life 7 years ago which kept him , his daughter and Aisha apart from each other for 5 years...

   Suddenly he felt a hard pull on his collar , it was Aisha who was fuming in anger.

    " You always have some or the other problems with our babies , first Arisha and now our unborn child... I...I can't handle you right now." She said and stormed out of his cabin.

    Aryan kept sitting on the couch , how can he have problems with their babies , their symbol of love. He accepts that he wasn't a good father to Arisha but her words really hurt him.

     Aryan went back to his desk called Aisha's PA and told her to take care of Aisha and don't leave her alone for a second.

     After that he couldn't focus on his work .

     I know I made a huge mistake and because of me my Arisha lost some part and innocence of her childhood...

    Isn't my punishment over for snatching my daughter's childhood...!?

   Won't I ever be able to become a good father to my kids..!?

    Am I disappointing my Aisha again..!? Will she hat-... hate me..!?

    His mind was surrounded with many questions and doubt about himself.

    He always wanted to be perfect for Aisha and give her happiness only but is he failing her..!?