In London
Phuwin povAs I woke up in the morning I saw I was late for uni...so I got up and got ready as quickly as possible...after that as I was about to leave for uni... uncle New called me and asked me to join them in breakfast...so I had my breakfast with them and quickly left for uni...in the uni I attended my classes...and after that Chimon and I did some assignment in the library...as we finished our assignment,we said bye to eachother and I came back to home
As I came home I came to my room and took a long shower then went downstairs to make something to eat as I was hungry...as I came downstairs the door bell rang and as I opened the door I saw it was Joong
"Hi...how was your day?" I said
"Um..good" he said and quietly went to his room...I was about to call him from behind...but he locked his door as he entered his room
I don’t know what happened with him..since we came back he seems so quiet... Well,It’s been a week since we came back to London...but these days Joong and I Couldn't talk much...since we both were busy...but I have noticed that since we came back, Joong is looking so tense...honestly I don’t know the actual reason but I think he is thinking about Dunk's confession...but he also loves Dunk na....I mean I didn't get why he couldn’t say it...he also should have confessed to Dunk
While thinking those things I finished my dinner...I wanted to ask Joong for dinner but I didn’t...he might want to stay alone for sometimes...so after finishing my dinner I came to my room and reading book while sitting on my bed
After a whiled someone knocked my door...as I opened the door I saw Joong was standing front of my door
"Phuwin!...did I disturb you? Joong asked...and I noticed that he is kinda sad
"No..I was just reading book...uh Did you eat something?? I asked
"Can we talk?" Joong didn’t reply to my questions directly asked with a very serious tone
"uh!..umm..sure..come in!" I replied
As I said he came in to my room and sat on the bed
"Uh...you really loves to read book na?" he asked while looking at the book, which was on my bed and then looked at me with a wired glance
"Uh..um chai...dad Off were used to read books for me and Dunk...since then it has become a habit for us...now he can't read for us...so we read
"From where Dunk learned to play piano...and why you didn’t??? I mean you both always do everything together na??" he again asked with that look
"Auu Joong...you wanted to say something na...tell me what's that..." I quickly sat beside him and asked as I wanted to change the topic
And as I asked I noticed Joong suddenly became quiet ...and after a while he spoke while looking at the floor
"Um...actually I don’t know what to say...I mean,, I can't explain what I am thinking right now...I'm freaking confused...you know!!" he was trying to explain something but as I saw while explaining he got hyper so I interrupted
"Joong...cai en na...you can tell it slowly... I'm listening! " I said
"Uhh!!" joong sigh
"Once you told me that, people can change and their choices also can...after hearing that I tried you know....I mean I don’t know, how to explain it to you...if I'll say to you what I'm thinking... will you understand?? " Joong asked
"If you want.....you can tell me Joong...even if I don’t understand it all,it will make you feel a little lighter " I said while looking at him
"Um...did you ever love anyone? " he suddenly asked
"Uhm..why are you asking? " I said while looking at my phone...I know It's a bad manner but I got startled with his sudden question
"Tell me first" he said
"Uh..may be " I said quickly without looking at him
"Perth "
"Huh?"
"Whom You love...It's Perth right? " Joong asked with a stubborn face
"You have nothing to do with it na Joong..." I said but while looking at him this time
Actually I got shocked with his word but I didn’t react...and just replied him with normal face...It's feeling kinda hurt after hearing that...It's been almost half of a year since we met but he still can't recognize me...so now I just want....may he never know about it
"Um...chai I've nothing to do with it" he replied with a low tone
" uh...now you tell me...um...what do you want to tell" I asked as I realized that I talked him with a littile harsh tone
"Um...Dunk confessd to me on his birthday " Joong said without looking at me
"Oh"..I replied
honestly I don’t know what to say...because I Know that Dunk confessed to Joong and also know that Joong didn’t reply but I don’t know why Joong is telling me
"But I couldn’t said anything! I mean you know na I love Dunk since our childhood then why I couldn’t confessed my feelings...why I didn’t said to Dunk how I feels about him..." he said with a restless tone
"You might be got nervous na...something It's happened...you didn’t expected na Dunk would confessed to you first...you were not ready for the moment that's why you couldn’t confessed na " I said as I understand
And as I explained Joong got quiet and looking at me for a while
"Alai" I asked as I saw he was looking at me saying nothing
" how can you always explain things so easily huh...I mean you know that I wasn’t prepared for Dunk's confesses...how?" Joong asked with a curious tone
"Of course I can...you are my friend na Joong" I said while chuckled
"Best friend! " he quickly replied
"Oho...hum sorry Best friend!! " I said with a smile
"Can you please suggest me...what should I do now....I mean what should I tell to Dunk? " Joong asked
"Come on Joong...just confess to him...you’ll feel relief trust me...you couldn’t confessed him and we had to came back that's why your mood is off na" I give him encourage as I can
"Uh..m maybe you are right...I also should tell him about my feelings " Joong said
"Chai...now go get some sleep na...you’ll be sick if you think this much." I said
"Hmm oh..chai..then Good night and thank you na" Joong got up and said while left from my room
"Good night " I said and closed the door
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