𝑊𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝐵𝑒 𝑀𝑦 𝐹𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑

Chapter 40

Author pov

Today is EarthMix marriage anniversary....everyone got ready for the party....many people have already come....Perth's family and Pond's family also came....Earth and Mix greeted everyone.....and before the party was about to end Off called everyone and also called JoongDunk on the stage then announced their engagement....everyone cheered for them.....meanwhile Pond couldn’t help but tears were rolling down from his eyes...he took a glass of whine and went to the terrace

Joong pov

When uncle Off and dad announced our engagement I was feeling so helpless....I really didn’t know what to do....in this one week I couldn’t even talk to Dunk....this is wrong.....but how should I tell Dunk that I can’t marry him....If Phuwin knows that I again hurt Dunk he is never gonna forgive me....I just stand like a statue besides Dunk.....while at the wedding announcement I noticed Pond got a glass and ran towards the terrace.....what's wrong with him....his best friend's marriage got announced and he left

And as Dunk told last night uncle Off didn’t mention the date....I felt relief somehow....I can talk to Dunk about it....the more this wedding will hold the more I've had the chance....but is it true that Phuwin likes Perth....then why didn’t he be convinced...It's possible that Phuwin likes Perth...because he looks so happy with Perth and also he always put that breclet on his hand which Perth gifted him

After the party got over I went to the garden as so many people still were in the house....as I went there I saw Phuwin was sitting on a chair while reading a book.....at the party I just saw him once....I went towards him and sat beside him but didn’t say anything....when I came to Thailand for the first time Phuwin and I became good friends....though I didn’t know at that time that Phuwin was the person I talked in the email and also the person I love is also him but whenever I talked to him I felt so relief...but everything suddenly had changed...these days whenever we meet each other we just argue....I really don’t want to argue with him anymore

I want to tell him about my feelings....I want to tell him that it was always him whome I love....I want to hold him tight

"Hui...when did you come?" Phuwin asked as he just noticed me

"Uh...did I scared you?" I asked as I noticed he got startled

"Uhh...what are you doing here?" he asked without answering me

"Phuwin...." I said while looking at him

"Hummm!" he answered while looking at his book

"Why you didn’t tell me at first that I always talked to you?" I said and I was feeling so heavy inside my heart

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"Now what should I do.....I can't marry Dunk....!" I couldn’t help but say it and Phuwin was just looking at me with a confused face

"Alaina....what did you just say?" he asked with a confused tone

"You really think that I'm a stone....I love the person whom I talked in email Phu....and It's not Dunk!" I said while holding Phuwin's arm

"What the....fuck are you talking about huh?" Phuwin said and release his hand from me and about to leave but I grabbed his wrist

"You have to hear me today!" I said

"Leave JOONG!" he said with a angry tone

"Why......I want to tell you something Phuwin" I said but he was trying to release his hand frequently so I held his hand so tightly

"I don't think we have anything to talk about that important that you’re telling me now....we can talk later....leave!" Phuwin said while struggle

"Do...yo...u love P..Perth?" I asked and he stopped

"Thamai?" he asked with a serious tone

"Do you?" I again asked

"That's none of your business" he said harshly

"Really?" I asked while dragging him towards me and hold his waist

"Joong....leave!" he shouted but not so loudly

"It's none of my business huh!" I said and dragged him more closed to me that I could hear his breath and heart beat

"LEAVE JOONG!" He again shouted and this time little loudly but I unheard him and held him like that

"What do you think of me huh Phuwin...a stone....how could tell me not to hurt Dunk huh.....what about me?" I asked and he just looking at me with a dead glanced

"What are you talking about huhh!....don’t you love Dunk huh!..... LEAVE ME JOONG IT'S HURT!" he said as I held him more tightly

I didn’t know how to tell him I don’t love Dunk I love him....he was trying to release himself....I just looked at him for a while and without thinking anything I pressed my lips on his lips

And as soon as I kissed him he pushed me away and slapped me on my face

"JOONG WHAT ARE YOU DOING HUH!" Phuwin shouted at me and about to leave but I again held his waist from behind and turned him towards me and again kissed him but he instantly pushed me and again about to slap me

"YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND PHUWIN I FUCKING LOVE YOU GOD DAMN!" I said while shouting...hearing that he stopped  and I saw he was crying

"I love you Phu.....I love you" I said while crying and he instantly slapped me again

"HOW COULD YOU SAY THAT HUH....AFTER KNOWING THAT THE ONE YOU WERE TALKING IN EMAIL WAS ME...YOU SUDDENLY STARTED LOVE ME HUH....THIS ALL THINGS ARE JUST FUN FOR YOU HUHHH!" Phuwin shouted at me while crying

"NO...IT'S NOT A FUN FOR ME THAT'S WHY I CAN'T MARRY DUNK.....!" I also shouted

"HOW COULD YOU EVEN SAY THAT AII SHAAAT HUHH....A WHILE AGO THEY ANNOUNCED YIUR ENGAGEMENT JOONG....ARE YOU EVEN REAL?" he asked me while crying and looked at me with a disbelief face

"I DON’T CARE....UNDERSTAND I FUCKING DON’T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING.....I JUST KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU AND I KNOW THAT YOU ALSO LOVE ME PHU!" I said while again holding his hand

"SHUT THE FUCK OFF....I DON’T LOVE YOU UNDERSTAND.....I DON’T LOVE YOU! " hearing that my heart broke into pieces.... Phuwin shouted more louder that anybody can hear him but I didn’t care actually if anyone heard him or not

"THEN WHY DIDN'T YOU SAID YES TO PERTH YET HUH....IF YOU DON’T LOVE ME THEN MARRY PERTH!" I said while shouting and I wasn’t in my right mind while saying that

"UHH....CHAII I'LL MARRY HIM....!" Phuwin said and left while crying

And after he left I stood there and cried....I know that he loves me too.....but what should I do